Past

the members were anxious to know what had happened to lucy... both jeremy and stephen were waiting for damon to come down and explain what happened to lucy and why he was shouting....

damon put her to sleep... and then came down...

"Well you took your own time....didn't you!!" stephen was restless

"what the hell happened?? " Jeremy was loosing his patience ...

"did you guys call jack??"

"i think you have to explain about what happened to us first!!.."

"call him will ya!"

"damon!! what happened to her... why was she in so much pain??? what happened??" stephen lost his cool waiting for him to say...so he started shouting

" I DON'T KNOW !!... I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO HER..... ALL I KNOW WAS THAT SHE WAS IN PAIN AND WAS SUFFERING" he shouted back....

damon was already hurting inside after seeing lucy suffer like that... he was also blaming himself for letting her be alone.... he had a hunch that it was because of the song.... he thought the song triggered her sad emotions and that was why she was like that...

jeremy and stephen were stupefied.. because out of the three teammates... damon was the coolest and most calm person... all the years they spent together.... they never saw damon get angry or shout at people.... despite his hot looks and perfect physique... he was a very soft and understanding young man....

"I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO HER.... THAT IS WHY ..... please call jack... he will definitely know about it... please!!"

the members saw the pain in damon's eyes.... the immediately called jack... since they did not have his number... they called from lucy's phone

"hii sweetie... what do you already miss me!"

"Jack..."

"Jeremy?? what is it jeremy?? why are you calling from lucy's mobile??"

"Jack... something happened to lucy.... will you come here please... make it fast will you!"

"wh... what happened to her?? is she hurt somewhere?? is she alright?? what happened??"

"Jack clam down.... she is alright now... but i think you should come here... please.."

"i... i will be right there.... please take care of her for me.... i will be there in a minute.."

"ya sure..."

jack was really worried.... he thought Lucy had an episode again.... he was worried sick... the rushed to the manager... asked for a leave and took a cab to the base.... all the bad memories of Lucy's pain started flowing in his mind.... the suffering she went through during the episodes.... the pain of rejection she went through....

he started analysing what wrong could have happened for her to reach her limit... he was really careful in the past not to do anything that upsets her or makes her sad... he couldn't find a single reason... he started blaming himself for letting her get hurt.... his mind was running like water flowing off a broken dam....

when the cab reached the base.... he saw the door open.... damon waiting for him at the door... the guys sitting on the couch.... he rushed into the base and then to her bed room..... he did not speak and single word... he went near her slowly... saw her sleeping peacefully.... crazed her hair... held her hand .... gave her a small perk on the forehead... Lucy got comfortable....

Damon, Jeremy and Stephen... were standing on the door... seeing inside... Jack let her hand slowly... tucked her in the bed sheet and signalled them to come down....

All four of them went down...

"what happened??" knowing it was not an episode he was now a little calm...

"i.. today after you left... we read the songs in her dairy and selected one and asked her to sing it for us... she too sung it and... i felt like she needed some time alone.. so i let her get some rest in her room.... after when I was on my way to my room i heard some noise in her room... so i went in... that is when I saw her sitting on the floor with her hands tightly closing her ears.... she was in pain... i tried to wake her up... i tired to assure her that everything was ok... then slowly she regained consciousness... but before that... she was really suffering.... it was like she was trying to stop something buy she kept hearing it... i don't know what it was... but i can say it was nothing good..."

jack understood what happened...

"you guys don't have to worry about that.... it was because she did not get enough sleep... she will be alright if she sleeps in for a while... don't worry"

Damon was still worried....

"what was the reason... why was she closing her ears then??"

Jack understood that he was worried about her.. so he explained what happened

"it was because... she once lost her dearest brother... from then on.. she was traumatised.... if she sleeps... she will have a nightmare about him.. so she often skips sleeping or... listens to music when she sleeps so that she doesn't go to a deep sleep to have a dream.... as she often skips sleeping.... she sometimes...."

jack started hesitating...

"what does she hear??"

but Damon doesn't seem to let him go..

"she hears his mother cry.... she hears his mother cry at his funeral... she still blames herself for her brother's death..."

"did he die in an accident??" Stephen wanted to know more... he didn't understand why she blames herself...

"he committed suicide.... because his girlfriend left him.... and she was introduced to him by Lucy.... she blames herself for introducing her to him..."

The members think she is irrational but they also understand her.... they understand he pain.... they understand why she blames herself... but they still think that it was not her mistake he committed suicide... but there was nothing thy could do to help her...

Damon felt useless... the beat himself up... the blamed that all he could do was to feel sorry for her... he wanted to help her so badly... but he wasn't able to... there was nothing he could do..

Jack understood how he felt.... as he too felt the same way when he first heard about it...

"was he her own brother??" asked Jeremy

"no it was her relative.... but he was the only one who was good to her.... they were really close... they were so close that they had nothing to hide between themselves.... they knew everything about each other and about their feelings... so his death was a really irreplaceable loss for her..." Jack didn't want to go in any more detail..... he did not want them to know anymore about her past...

"so that explains all the songs in her dairy...." exclaimed Stephen

The members realised the reason and person behind her songs....

"how long has it been since he is .... you know!!" asked jeremy

"he died when she was 15 years.... so it is roughly 6 years now..."

"6 years!!" exclaimed Damon...

"she has been suffering like this for 6 years!!... how.. oh my God..... how did she managed to get thorough!!"

the members were thunderstruck... they could not believe that it happened 6 years ago and she was still blaming herself and undergoing this...

"Is there anything we can to for her??" Damon was still concerned

"There is noting we can do for her in this matter... all we can do it send her to her bedroom on time... and monitor if she is sleeping....but sleeping too makes her have nightmare... there is literally nothing we can do about it...."

"How about consulting a psycatrist??" questioned Jeremy

"we tried that too.... there was nothing they can do too.." replied jack with a hopeless face...

"Don't worry jack... we will find a way to help her..." Stephen tried to reassure him..

"ya... thank you.. now if you guys don't mind I will go up and take care of her.."

" sure please.. "

jack went up to her room.... sat on the bed... pulled her onto his lap... slowly crazing her hair...

Lucy's tensed face got relaxed.... he cuddled into him.... and had a good and deep sleep.... Jack too fell asleep as he was sitting

the members went to their respective rooms....

Damon was still feeling unsettled..... so he took his phone and called someone... asking for his help...

he asked for a certified and a popular psycatrist to help Lucy with her trauma.... and put her out of her misery