Noise

the members were shocked to see so much lyrics in a single note... they started reading it..... all of them were exceptional.... it seemed like she wrote only sad songs... songs that are filled with pain and blood.... they started reading it out loud..

"Nobody knows it's empty,

The smile that I wear.

The real one is left behind in the past

Because I left you there…

Nobody knows I am crying.

They won't even see my tears.

When they think I am laughing,

I wish you were here…

Nobody knows it's painful.

They think that I am strong.

They say it won't kill me,

But I wonder if they are wrong…

Nobody knows I miss you.

They think I am all set free,

But I feel like I am bound with chains,

Trapped in the mystery…

Nobody knows I need you.

They think I can do it on my own,

But they don't know I am crying

When I am all alone"

damon's heart felt this sharp pain that he never felt it before... it was hard to breath there.... the vast and empty room started to fill with pain... sadness...

jeremy started reading the next one

"Do you know a life of loneliness and one filled with pain,

living a life with nothing to gain,

Surrounded by darkness, overwhelmed with shame.

A life without peace with no one to blame.

Do you know of a place unseen,

A place that holds only shattered dreams,

A place filled with sorrow with no end in sight,

I am given this gift each and every night.

Do you know of a place so cold,

This is the place I call my soul,

A place without hope or comforting dreams,

A life not worth living wouldn't it seem.

Do you know of a life that should have never been,

And the feeling that today this life has to end.

One more day of sadness is much too hard to bear,

I am tired of living a life of heartache and despair.

Do you know a person with so much pain inside,

Or the feeling of loneliness when no one hears your cries,

Maybe when the tears are gone and I can clearly see,

The only question left will be…

DO YOU KNOW ME"

the members could not read another song.... the whole atmosphere had become so sad .... all of them were surprised to see the new side of lucy... a side that she never show anyone... a side she had kept locked in her dairy... it was hard to believe that this was written by their teammate lucy....

they understood lucy did not have a very good childhood in india.... they wanted to break the tension in the room....

"Wow lucy.... you have written a lots of songs... what have you been doing it as a full time job in india" asked jeremy

"ah! I just write when I am not able to express myself.... when i am overwhelmed by my own feelings..."

stephen now felt even bad..... he wanted to change the topic .... so he asked "you said you are from india right?? then why didn't you write it in your mother tongue?? why is it in english??"

"i was never strong in writing my mother tongue.... and i always had a craze for English..... i also felt live i was able to express myself more easily in english..... that is why.."

"ok that explains the language of the songs."

the members then finished reading the songs and they decided on a single song....

"lucy... we think this song will suit the trend right now... how about we select this??" damon was pointing on a song....

"Sure.... i too like that song...."

"so have you put some tune in it??" asked jeremy

"mmm.. yes ... i have.... but i dont think you guys will like it... anyway.... let me give it a try...see if you guys like it.."

"ok.."

lucy started singing the song....she was totally into the song.... it was a good song that seemed to be about reminiscing about the past but actually it was a very touching song deep inside....

" those petty memories of yesterday,

makes my life pretty today!

those silly laughs of yesterday,

makes my heart go numb today!

those ludicrous fights of yesterday,

makes me want you more today!

those promises to always be with me,

were they always lies?

i saw you go!

Go far away from me,

to the heavens!

people tell me to move on,

but how can a rose bloom with its root missing!

I saw you running

I came behind you.

I saw you resting

I kept running

you saw me falling

you came rushing.

when I opened my eyes

I was in your arms

your eyes, they were in pain

when I saw me in your eyes

I realised, it was your heart in pain!

I saw you sad

I made you laugh

I saw you go

i followed you

you asked me to stop

I begged you to come back

you left!

I waited.. waited more...kept waiting

you never came back...

i fell down...

hurt myself badly...

i wanted you to come help me

you were not there

i started running

but you never came back! "

lucy was overwhelmed with pain and sadness... she was in so much pain that even her voice cracked in the middle of the song... they understood.... afterall they were the one that were listening to it but lucy on the other hand had gone through it.... they felt like they had to give her some time alone...

"lucy.. that is enough for today.... you go take some rest.... we will do it with the instruments tomorrow...." damon was concerned that she will not be able to hold any longer...

"But .... we have very little time... is it really ok for us to slack off like this??" lucy was concerned that she was holding them back

"you just completed 4 days of work in a hour.... so there is no harm in taking some rest... go get some rest... we will deal with the other things tomorrow...." he somehow persuaded lucy into getting some rest....

lucy must have looked like everything was all right but... deep inside she was hurting.... she was bleeding..... she thought she hid it well with her smile.. but damon was able to see through her like a glass.... he wanted her to have some time alone... for herself...

lucy went to her room.... a lot of this were running in her head.... everything she had experienced in her past life... every bad memory came flooding to her mind....she decided to listen to music to pamper her soul..she sat on the window sill... put her headphones on and played her play list.... all she could hear was a woman screaming and crying..... she kept increasing the sound.... she wasn't able to overlap that noise in her head.... she tried to take her mind off of it....but she kept hearing it.... she closed her ears tightly... even after that all she could hear was the woman crying....

lucy started to shout in pain.... she wanted it to stop.. but she wasn't able to stop it....she flopped down on the floor closing her ears even tighter...

damon heard her outside of her room when he passed by.... he heard her whimper in pain.... he burst in...

"lucy...lucy are you ok?? lucy... come on open your eyes....lucy...open your eyes..." he started shouting and waking her up....

lucy slowly started regaining consciousness..... she slowly calmed down.... she was cold as ice... she was freezing in fear... but she was also sweating.... she was trembling in fear.. others came rushing.... damon was holding her tightly to his chest.... crazing her hair slowly.....

"There.. there.... everything is alright.... you are perfectly safe... cool down...."

lucy took deep breaths and finally calmed down.... damon made her lie on the bed.... let her get some sleep... sat near her all along .... untill she was asleep and then went down...

jeremy and stephen were waiting for damon to come down and explain what happened..