Chapter 7 - My Aggressiveness
I started moving towards the side where I heard the moving sound in the bushes and my pack is following me with a great understanding and belief in me. But we all still don't know what had come there and what was observing us in the darkness.
We are still searching for it and did not notice anything in our surroundings leaving us in a blank situation and my pack members doubting me. All my friends turned to me and stared at me with a strange look that it was all my hallucination and that was just because of my tension and aggressiveness.
Yes of course I had a lot of concern about my love and thought a lot about her in my mind and what happened to her as she was conceived and ready to give birth to my pup. I am more excited to meet her as early as possible due to her condition.
But my pack members are not able to notice my tension and take it in a very easy way that she was a vampire and she could save for herself. They do not know that she had no powers with her when she was conceived and when she was far away from me.
"Bardolf!!, are you okay dear? Or do you need any assistance for this war?" Aurob wheezed me by shrugging like showing tenderness towards me.
But I hate someone who was showing tenderness towards me in any situation most probably like in this situation. It's worse than anything else and I thought it was a bad decision in my life that take help from my friends.
"No nothing like that and I am sure I am perfect. I don't need any tenderness from you all, if you wanna help me out in these circumstances then stay here or else leave me alone and I will fight with that dangerous werewolf" I yelled out very loudly at everyone without able to control my aggressiveness.
"Bardolf, come one! control yourself, dear. I am just trying to convey something important in this journey and saving her. Because of your aggressiveness, we are losing something important I think so. Just be calm and think twice dear, I came to help you and save you both from the dangerous situation as well as from both the races. Please try to understand me, from on wards I will take charge of this pack, you just follow us" Aurob is looking to bully me, but I do not like it.
"No need of that Aurob, I will take of myself and this journey too" I once again yelled at him without having any pity towards him.
"No Bardolf, you are not okay. Just relax and follow me, dear and you know I am the strongest Alpha after you so I can manage the pack very well, I think more than you at this present situation" Aurob is again trying to bully me by taking advantage of me with the support of the pack.
The rest of my pack to supporting Aurob even though they know very well that I am the strongest of everyone and I can defeat anyone who came across me. But, due to my aggressiveness, I am losing control of everything. It's an embarrassing situation for me, I need to overcome this right away.
But from the other side, all the members in my supporting pack trying to involve Aurob as our new Alpha for this mission by removing me. I did not like it at all but by the force of them, I had to do that without my interest in it.
Losing the position of Alpha means, it's equal to losing life and everything in our races. We have to abandon every moment of our life and obey whatever they summon us. Till now I had never slanted my head toward anyone or anything else in my life since my preadolescence.
But now, the situation came to me to give up. I also decided to do so for the sake of Marilyn because my main intention is to save her somehow, in other words, Aurob is my close friend and I thought he would help me in everything even though I lost my position of Alpha.
"What Bardolf! What are you thinking about? Please let me know your decision, we have no time to wait here for longer" Aurob is forcing me to do so and I tilted my head to convey my message as I am ready to give up without exposing them directly.
With my decision, he took over the charge of my pack, and now he was leading it very efficiently. I think he is right he was more satisfying Alpha than me, I just realized after I give up, that he was articulating to everyone in a very nice manner.
Frankly uttering, I had never communicated in a good manner to anyone in my life, I think he is the good Alpha to my whole pack, I just wanted to quit my job as an Alpha and lead a happy life with Marilyn.
"Okay my dear Pack members, just follow my instructions to conquer this forest and save Marilyn today itself. We have no time to relax or think slowly, we need to act wise and attack the dangerous wolf which is bigger and more dangerous than us. But everyone is careful while fighting with him and save your life. If you had any problems in any circumstances, just call me I will be there for your assistance at any moment. So get ready for the big action tonight my dear fellow wolfs" Aurob advises the pack very neatly and tries to save everyone's life from the wolf, even though we all are werewolves we are afraid of him.
Because we all are thinking about Marilyn as her life is under his hands and wondering if he would commit some danger to her while showing anger towards us.
"We will follow your instructions Alpha king" everyone uttered at once by bending their bodies giving respect to him making him king of my pack.
"What about you Bardolf?" He yelled at me with a weird voice and there is a lot of difference in his behavior after he became the King.
"Just leave me alone Aurob, you carry on with your movements and suggestions for the pack" I too yelled at him with anger not able to bear his commands.
He then left me alone, all the pack members started moving forward towards the deep jungle where Marilyn left the clues with us to find her. I am moving last to everyone thinking about myself and remembering Marilyn and our acquaintance with each other in the past…