Chapter 30: Stay
[JUSTIN]
"I'm in too deep.
Can't touch the bottom with my feet.
Our love is so beautiful, like a symphony underneath.
I don't know how you do it..
Sometimes you make me so happy I can't breathe.
But I'm alive.
I’m alive.
Promise me you will celebrate my life with joy and beauty.
Thank you for 8 years of miracle. You always say that I am a miracle, but actually to me.. You are that miracle.
Justin William Madden, I will forever be with you, and I will forever love you.
Kia Michelle Madden, I will watch you grow and always be proud of you."
The snippet of words on the last page of Alexa's diary makes me smile in tears.
I hold the diary and lay on my bed, trying to smell Alexa's pillow, hoping that there would be any remnants of her left behind. I can't ask for a miracle to keep her alive, but really.. She's the miracle. And if he sees me as a miracle to her, then I'm really content now.