Those times when we were on a rough path.
When it was so hard to breathe during the aftermath.
As I felt myself swim in a bloodbath.
Blood that came from a broken heart.
It felt like it was an endless cycle.
My mind running around in a spiral.
Those nights when I tried to keep it together. I struggled.
I held my heart close to me. Brittle and fragile.
I now realized how much I gave.
How much I wanted to be saved.
I now realized as I lay in my own grave;
I cried tears of gold to save what I outgave.