day 5 of trip(I want kill him)

Why are you sitting here alone? Don't you want to take part in camp activities?

Throwing a stone in the pond in front, Kakeru replied, "No, I don't want to participate in any activities."

Chishiya also sits next to Kakeru and says "What happened? You look a bit worried."

""tell me what do you think??? did i really do something wrong to kaito I feel deep inside that Kaito hates me ...

Chishiya replied with a smile """"no..you didn't do anything to kaito ,he doesn't hate you , he just gets irritated with you, because Jihara stays with you instead of him .Just look at me, I came on this trip just for you because you are my best friend on this trip, and from the first day when I had to stay away from you , then I too got angry at Jihara,This is just friendship jealousy. Further Chishiya gets lost in deep thought and says """But you have changed a lot Kakeru.

Really? Do you think that I have changed? .... Well, to tell you the truth, I also feel that I have changed in the last five days , and all this has happened since I met Jihara after seeing him, after hearing him, After spending time with him,I realized that I can be happy , I like him very much,And I love him the most in this world, At first I thought I was just bored on the bus so I wanted to listen to him,After this I felt that being attracted towards him was only and only sexual attraction But I was wrong both times .

Now I want to hear him all the time, I want to see him always,I want to stay with him ,I want to love him.It wasn't just boredom or sex drive,But it was all love.Now I can accept from my heart without any hesitation that that little bird is my love,and i love him very much ,But I know that person is not mine , he can talk to me, spend time with me, even have sex with me,but he can't love me , he just loves the same man who was not even worthy of his hatred.He just loves the moon.I have changed after coming on this trip but my life is still the same , Kakeru's hands stopped while throwing stones in the water . The strange silence made the atmosphere more gloomy. The whistling winds were telling some story.Kakeru's eyes were moist .

Sitting next to him was Chishiya, who was quietly looking at the calm pond in front.

Then suddenly Kakeru said "Should I kill him?"

Chishiya looked at him in surprise and asked "Who?"

Moon... I should kill Moon

Chishiya asked again "Have you gone mad?" What would happen if we kill the Moon? Will Jihara start loving you if Moon dies? Rather, when he finds out that you killed Moon, he will hate you.

Kakeru further said in a heavy voice "Did you try to ask Kaito about Moon, what's his real name?

Yes, I tried to ask but I didn't get any information from Kaito.

Kakeru then looked at Chishiya carefully and asked "What do you think?" Moon was rich and handsome ,His family was rich,Which student like this studied with us?

Nonsense you have gone crazy Kakeru , we studied in a very high profile university in Tokyo. where every second student is rich , There were only a few students who were poor, they were either studying on someone's recommendation or on scholarship, apart from them all the students were rich.we cannot identify moons based on their richness , if there is some characteristic that makes the moon special then we can search for the moon .

Then Kakeru said hesitantly """"" ahhh By the way Little Bird told about his journey with Moon from high school to 12th (B grade),And till now there was one special thing that made Moon different , that was his white hair.He was the only one in the whole college who had white hair .

That's ridiculous, if I recall high school, that was ten years ago In such a situation, how can someone be searched only on the basis of the color of his hair? I don't remember the color and style of my hair ten years ago . Not just me, but any student would not be able to remember the events of ten years ago so deeply.you can't find a moon like that .

Yes you are right, I cannot find the moon that easily,I would love to hear more about Moon from Jihara. The more I hear about the Moon, the sooner I may be able to find him.

Interrupting Kakeru's conversation, Chishiya said, "We should go back to the camp."

Kakeru stayed there for a long time even after Chishiya left,He knew that he had lost, but he did not want to accept his defeat,He wanted to get that little bird back at any cost , He could do anything to get Jihara,Even if that means killing Moon. , he couldn't defeat Kakeru an invisible man Nor did Kakeru want to lose to that invisible man , Kakeru just wanted to get back what was his,Kakeru just wanted to get Jihara back .

Kakeru sighs and says to himself """"On one side is Jihara who has loved Moon for ten years,And on the other side, I will start wanting life on the moon in ten days We both want something from the Moon .

The only difference is Little Bird, you want the Moon and i want the life of the moon .