Gaymer Wolf (#8)

Stiles hated to do this, but he needed to. He reached into the wards of the shop and deactivated a certain memory wiping ward, giving him back a certain memory he didn't want, the certainly that Derek was his Mate. At the same time, everyone who had seen his face would remember how he looked, but he can deal with that later. He used this to make Derek suffer just a little bit, making him doubt if Stiles knew they were Mates or if he didn't know at all... It was to make Derek suffer but also to take away the pain he felt, but now that he accepted that fact, he could remember it perfectly without a doubt.

Derek was his Mate. True Mate.

He also unconsciously did it to himself. Why? Because not being sure made Stiles hesitate about forgiving Derek completely. Now, however, he has a reason not to hesitate anymore.

There was a bittersweet taste in his mouth as he slowly knew what to do. He couldn't forgive Derek, even though he wanted to, he would have to give him a chance on his own way. Stiles is strong, really strong:

[Status]

[Name: Mieczyslaw Stilinski]

[Age: 22]

[Gender: Male]

[Lvl: 68] (+10 Extra Stats Points per Lvl)

[Race: Human (Spark)]

[Class: Wizard lvl 6]

[Familiars: [Erebus (Lvl 05)]

[Wizard: Int MP Multiplier ×10]

[Titles: [He who runs with Wolves], [Spark], [Survivor]

[He who runs with Wolves: You are a human who has run among Werewolves. (+5 to Agility when running alongside Werewolves)]

[Spark: You are a rare spark, a being of pure magic, trapped within a mortal anchor. (+ [Spark Magic])]

[Survivor: You survived something that you shouldn't have, this makes you stronger than ever before (+10 to Endurance and Will when below 50% HP)]

[Apprentice Fae Slayer: Does +10% Damage to all Fae/Fairy Type Creatures]

[Experienced Undead Slayer: Does +30% Damaga to all Undead Type creatures]

[HP: 500/500] (Vit ×5)]

[MP: 40,000/40,000 (Int ×20) = (10× Wizard lvl 3 + 10× Archmage lvl Max)]

[SP: 1000/1000 (End ×10)]

[Strength: 25] (Physical strength, physical damage)

[Endurance: 100] (Resistance to damage, pain, and physical ailments such as disease and poison)

[Dexterity: 104] (Flexibility and control over your body)

[Agility: 100] (Moviment speed, reaction speed)

[Vitality: 100] (Life force, life span, health)

[Intelligence: 200] (Memorization, gathering of information)

[Wisdom: 100] (Experience, knowing how to use said information)

[Charisma: 100] (Aura, Presence, Beauty)

[Will: 100] (Resistance to Mental ailments such as Confusion and Pain)

[Spirit: 100] (Strength of the soul, ability to sense things beyond human senses)

[Extra Stats Points: 280 (+40 Will) 240 (+20 Endurance) 220 (+50 Agility) 170 (+70 Dexterity) 100 ]

[Skill List:

Passive: [Sharpshooting Mastery lvl 18], [Lying lvl 32], [Hand to Hand Combat lvl 18], [Blunt Weapon Mastery lvl 9], [Reading lvl 80], [Research lvl 80], [Mumble lvl 60], [Driving Mastery lvl 15], [Pain Resistance lvl 43], [Physical Damage Resistance lvl 40], [Magical Damage Resistance lvl 40], [Charismatic lvl 55 (Char +50)], [Iron Will lvl 47 (Will +50)], [Magic Manipulation lvl 84], [Elemental Magic Affinity lvl 86 (Int +50)], [Supernatural Senses lvl 47 (Spirit +50)], [Rune Making lvl 65], [Enchanting lvl 65], [Writing lvl 43], [Cooking/Baking lvl 78], [Bladed Weapon Mastery lvl 69], [Sage Wisdom lvl 45 (Wis +50)], [Intimidate lvl 55], [Elemental Damage Resistance lvl 63], [Crafting lvl 85], [Magical Talent lvl 98 (Int +100)], [Superhuman Agility lvl 63 (Agi +50)], [Increased Lifespan (Vit +50) lvl 23], [Potion Making lvl 65], [Attractive Aura (+100 Charisma) lvl 55], [Sturdy Soul (+100 Spirit) lvl Max], [Accelerated Thinking Process (+100 Wisdom) lvl 45], [Perfect Memory (+150 Intelligence) lvl Max], [Archmage (+200 Intelligence) lvl Max], [Meditation lvl 97], [Underwater Pressure Resistance lvl 28], [Iron Body (+50 Endurance) lvl 45], [Regeneration (+100 Vitality) lvl 67], [Magic Forging lvl 31], [Unbreakable Will (+100 Will) lvl 1], [Enlarged Endurance (+100 Endurance) lvl Max], [Superhuman Reaction Speed (+100 Agility) lvl 1], [High Flexibility (+50 Dexterity) lvl 1], [Elasticity (+100 Dexterity) lvl Max]

Active: [Spark Magic lvl 99], [Run! Lvl 72], [Observe lvl 58], [Summon Fairy lvl 62 ], [Draining Touch lvl 54], [Ghost Transformation lvl 53], [Mana Shield lvl 45], [Mana Manifestation lvl 42], [Mana Blade lvl 43], [Mana Thread lvl 41], [Spinning Mana Arrow lvl 42], [Root Strike lvl 33], [Mana Barrier lvl 44], [Mana Entanglement lvl 26], [Void Form lvl 11], [Void Walker lvl 11], [Void Control lvl 11], [Mana Eyes lvl 1]

Class Skills: [Thunder Clap lvl 54], [Telekinesis lvl 55], [Telepathy lvl 52], [Minor Illusion lvl 45], [Magic Missile lvl 43], [Firebolt lvl 35], [Frostbite lvl 33], [Shocking Grasp lvl 32], [Catnap lvl 30], [Find Familiar lvl 15], [Prestidigitation lvl 11], [Fireball lvl 12], [Dancing Lights lvl 11], [Earthquake lvl 10], [Counterspell lvl 1], [Dispel Magic lvl 1], [Internal Illusion lvl 1], [Syphon Life lvl 1], [Slow lvl 1], [Haste lvl 1], [Ray of Frost lvl 1], [Control Flames lvl 1], [Control Water lvl 1]

Unique: [Gamer Body], [Gamer Mind], [Dungeon Creation/Destruction lvl 15], [Inventory], [Allspeak], [Wizard's Book of Spells], [Touched by the Void]

Dungeons: 

[Lvl 1: Fairies], [Lvl 10: Zombies], [Lvl 20: Ghosts], [Lvl 30: Forest], [Lvl 40: Sea], [Lvl 50: Underdark], [Lvl 60: Dragon Mountain]

[Time Dungeon]

Inventory:

Loot: [Fairy Wings (259×)], [Fairy Glitter (30×)], [Fairy Hair Brush (10×)], [Long Battle Needle-Sword (3×)], [Zombie Teeth (195×)], [Zombie Flesh 107×)], [Zombie Heart (49×)], [Zombie Core (10×)], Ectoplasm (128×)], [Broken Ghost Core (127×)], [Ghost Essence (32×)], [Pure Ghost Essence (2×)], [Pure Ectoplasm (2×)], [Ghost Core (3×)], [Treant Wood (84×)], [Magical Leaf (33×)], [Brown Mushroom (29×)], [Treant Core (6×)], [Magic Treant Core (2×)], [Rabid Beast Fur (12×)], [Giant White Rabbit Fur (33×)], [Giant Fox Fur (21×)], [Giant Rabbit Meat (30×)], [Giant Fox Meat (32×)], [Giant Bear Fur (55×)], [Giant Bear Meat (32×)], [Giant Deer Fur (76×)], [Giant Deer Meat (79×)], [Dryad Core (7×)], [Dryad Flower (2×)], [Wood Elemental Core (4×)], [Wood Essece (2×)], [Giant Fish Scale (55×)], [Giant Fish Meat (89×)], [Giant Eel Hide (66×)], [Giant Eel Meat (77×)], [Giant Leviathan Scales (157×)], [Giant Leviathan Meat (105×)], [Giant Leviathan Head (1×)], [Giant Leviathan Heart (1×)], [Deep Sea Kelp (179×)], [Sea Dragon Scales (133×)], [Sea Dragon Bones (187×)], [Sea Dragon Head (1×)], [Sea Dragon Blood (166×)], [Sea Dragon Meat (134×)], [Sea Dragon Hear (1×)], [Water Elemental Core (7×)], [Water Essence (8×)], [Dragon Turtle Shell (1×)], [Dragon Turtle Scales (225×)], [Dragon Turtle Meat (356×)], [Dragon Turtle Head (1×)], [Dragon Turtle Heart (1×)], [Shadow Creeper Hide (384×)], [Shadow Creeper Fangs (223×)], [Shadow Creeper Core (121×)], [Shadow Demon's Fang (122×)], [Shadow Demon's Shadow (9×)], [Shadow Demon's Eyes (21×)], [Shadow Crawler Skin (77×)], [Shadow Crawler Fang (88×)], [Giant Spider Venom (98×)], [Giant Spider Silk (126×)], [Giant Spider Venomous Claws (66×)], [Giant Centipede Carapace (150×)], [Giant Centipede Paralysing Venom Gland (76×)], [Giant Bat's Leather (76×)], [Giant Bat's Fangs (71×)], [Lich's Bones (77×)], [Lich's Core (2×)], [Red Dragon Scale (12×)], [Green Dragon Fang (3×)], [White Dragon Hide (2×)]

Bought on Shop: [Fairy Seeds (30×)], [Spiral Seeds (30×)], [Gook Seeds (30×)], [Peluny Seeds (30×)], [Burum Seeds (30×)], [Holy Water (10×)], [Zombie Venom (10×)], [Steel Long Sword (1×)], [Dust of Deliciousness (999×)], [Ghost Detector (1×)], [Cursed Mirror (1×)], [Ghost Essense Compactor (2×)], [Ectoplasm Compactor (2×)], [Long Steel Bow (1×)], [Steel Arrow (78×)], [Woodland Seeds (999×)], [Elder Treant Seed (2×)], [Burhir Seed (30×)], [Firecracker Flower Seeds (30×)], [Vermilion Root (30×)], [Woodland Bow (1×)], [Random Magical Plant Seeds (999×)], [Deep Sea Sword (1×)], [Dragon Hunting Sword (1×)], [Woodland Magical Staff (1×)], [Dragon Staff (1×)], [Deep Sea Aquarium (80×)], [Dragon Turtle Egg (1×)], [Sea Dragon Egg (1×)], [Giant Leviathan Egg (1×)], [Deep Sea Ore (99×)], [Woodland Heavy Battle Hammer (1×)], [Dark Ore (99×)], [Long Darksteel Sword (1×)], [Dark Steel Arrows (999×)], [Dark Steel Longbow (1×)], [Sturdy Darksteel Shield (1×)] 

Miscellaneous Items: [Water Bottle (2×)], [Condoms (10×)], [Pan (1×)], [Kitchen Knife (3×)], [Paper Sheet (109×)], [Blue Pen (2×)], [Candle (7×)], [Backpack (1×)], [Headache Medicine Pills (2×)], [Butter (1×)], [Plastic Containers Tupperware (10×)], [Important Notes by Mieczyslaw Stilinski (8×)], [Broken Pen, Poorly Fixed by Mieczyslaw Stilinski (1×)], [Poorly Crafted Red Wool Sweater by Mieczyslaw Stilinski (1×)], [Poorly Crafted Clay Pot by Mieczyslaw Stilinski (5×)], [Special 2.0 Menus by Mieczyslaw Stilinski (99×)], [Standard 2.0 Menus by Mieczyslaw Stilinski (99×)], [Potion of Healing brewed by Mieczyslaw Stilinski (10×)], [Antidote Potion brewed by Mieczyslaw Stilinski (10×)], [Overdrive Potion brewed by Mieczyslaw Stilinski (10×)], [Potion of Fast Digestion brewed by Mieczyslaw Stilinski (10×)], [Potion of Pure Wolfsbane brewed by Mieczyslaw Stilinski (10×)], [Wolfsbane Alcoholic Drink brewed by Mieczyslaw Stilinski (10×)], [Giant Battle Hammer poorly magically forged by Mieczyslaw Stilinski (1×)], [Magically Enchanted Rune Carving Knife Magically Forged by Mieczyslaw Stilinski (1×)], [Deep Sea Longsword magically forged by Mieczyslaw Stilinski (1×)], [Water Breathing Potions brewed by Mieczyslaw Stilinski (10×)]

Money: 

Copper: 31

Silver: 20 (1= 100 Copper)

Gold: 39 (1= 100 Silver)

Platinum: 12 (1= 100 Gold)

Black Gold: 6 (1= 100 Platinum)

Stiles didn't spend much time leveling up, or else he would be 20 levels above his own, he focused more on his Familiar Erebus, taking care of the little dragon to try and clear his thoughts about what he should do with Derek, he thought about it for a long time before deciding on one thing. Make him prove himself in a few trials was not a bad idea as well as making he go through his memories of isolation and pain- Then he would understand, but Derek's been through enough isolation and pain alone, maybe he should just go with him- A powerful illusion would be enough to share his memories with the man, emulating his emotions at the moment he so vividly can remember at will.

"But i fear what it'll do to him... Pain with Derek's not something i wanna do..." Stiles muttered to Erebus, the baby dragon sleeping in his lap like a kitten would sleep with their mother in a tight hug, it was incredibly adorable and it soothed the pain his Stiles' heart at the duality on wanting to show Derek how him leaving hurt him and not showing Derek and not making him suffer and loathe himself... After a lot of thought, he decided that he'll show him his memories, the time he tried to kill himself, the time he was bitten by a Wendigo and laid on his bed, crying for help and no one came, the time he was alone at his room after having the worst nightmares ever, crying silently while sobbing Derek's name, the two years he spent on New York like a robot, working and not having enough time to cope with the death of his dad, barely sleeping 4 hours a day amd resulting to self-harm to just fucking feel something.

He doesn't have the scars anymore. 

They disappeared after he got [Regeneration], they simply slowly healed and vanished, every single scar he had, expect the mental ones, those are still here and throbbing with pain every time he has a flashback. He had the Illusion spell already ready to use, all he needed was an Alpha Werewolf by the name of Derek Hale.

It surprised Derek when instead of opening the shop today, Stiles opened the door, looked at him, pulled him by the hand into the shop before closing the door behind him. There was no one else other than the two of them, no fairies, no Poltergeinst, no one. Derek remembered this morning, just like everyone that was with him that Stiles knew he was his Mate, Peter deduced it was a protective ward, blocking their brains from accessing those memories, but to do something so complicated, the person must have a great knowledge of the human brain or have a great knowledge on magic, which Peter doesn't think Stiles has any of the two, so probably pure belief and emotion that he channeled through his spark to make them all forget.

It pained Derek, but he thinks he knows why he did it though...

"Derek." Stiles' soft voice broke him out of his thoughts, making his look at the handsome young man before him. He was 22 years old while Derek himself was 28, he would still look young even after his 100 years due to him being a Born Werewolf. Born Werewolves have a greater lifespan than Bitten Werewolves, why? No one knows. "Yeah...?" This was the first time since they found him that Stilss called him by the first name, without adding Hale, so of course he was feeling a little giddy and nervous due to Stiles' serious tone. "I am willing to accept you." Derek's heart almost stopped then and there, there was a rush of euphoria and happiness through his bones, muscles, and nerves, he was so happy- "But" his happiness ended pretty quickly... "You'll have to prove you deserve me." 

Nervously, Derek looked at Stiles with determination and love in his eyes, Stiles gave him a chance he didn't know if he deserved it, but he would take it: "How?" His voice cracked a little bit, it sounded so unlike him, confusion, hesitation, and fear was clearly heard on his voice. He looked down and counted his fingers just like Stiles said, he had 10 fingers, 5 in each hand, so he wasn't asleep. This wasn't a dream, he could have a chance with Stiles! "How can i prove myself?" He asked again, this time more determination to win over Stiles' heart was becoming his objective now. "Well, you'll have three tasks." Stiles said, his heartbeat was faster than usual, which wasn't sometimes Derek would notice if he wasn't so focused on Stiles.

"Three? I would do 20 just to hold your hand." Derek was dead serious with this, he wouls do anything just to touch Stiles once, just once. "You won't have to, because these three trials are going to be difficult for you. Are you sure you wanna come?" Derek simply nodded at Stiles' question, he would go with his Mate through the fire and smoke, through the gates of Hell itself, just to hug him once if necessary. "Very well." As soon as these words were spoken, Derek found himself in a green field of grass, a blue sky above and an endless horizon in every direction, he didn't know what happened but this place was beautiful. 

"You accepted. Now I'll make sure you don't die, so pick up the sword and shield, we're gonna go hunt monsters." Stiles turned to look at Derek, his three personal trials were three different aspects: Head, Heart, Hand. The test of the Hand was the test the one going first, Derek will accompany Stiles to the [Lvl 50: Underdark] Dungeon (No, it's not because Stiles is afraid of those little Shadow Creepers or all the darkness around, or the feeling of being constantly observed... Of course not, shut up) so that he could experience what is like, if he could accept this reality that was Stiles' new life and survived through the dungeons he would clear through the Hand and Head trials, leaving only the Heart trial that would see Stiles' memories and suffering. "Now, I'll give you a weapon because claws here are now very useful." Putting his hand forward, Stiles pulled out of thin air a nazure blue sword and threw it in front of Derek.

"Pick up your weapon and be ready to fight. We'll start with the easy things." Derek picked up the sword, it was surprisingly enough, heavy to him. 

[Derek Hale (Alpha Werewolf?)- Lvl 71]

His level was not a surprise to Stiles, Derek killed a lot to protect his loved ones... And he would have to kill many more now if he wants to clear the trials. "Where are we...?" Derek whispered to himself, he couldn't be sure but there was no time to think, the world around him shattered like glass and he felt the ground below his feet vanish, he felt like he was falling for a second before he had to take a step back, he was now in an endless field full of a rainbow of colors, there was so many flowers here that he couldn't help but be worried he would be sneezing a lot due to the pollen. He moved his hand when suddenly a little insect bit him- "Ouch." Derek unhappily slapped the little thing- It popped like a balloon and a pair of wings dropped on the ground. "What...?" 

Suddenly, there was a swarm of them all around him, and he could now see... They weren't insects, they were little humanoids with a pair of tiny insect-like wings, they were: "Fairies?" Derek saw them at Stiles' shop, there were hundreds and hundreds of them here, and they all looked so ugly! "Don't die, Derek." Stiles'voice echoed inside his head as the swarm of angry fairies attacked.

"Gruh!" Groaned in pain the tall, Alpha Werewolf who was hit by the tail of a Giant Fox, he's not used fighting with a sword, more claws and teeth and less finesse and technique, but he's managing it pretty well. His azure blue sword comes slashing sideways, cutting the poor fox's tail out of its body, this blade is too sharp and now Derek can carry it easily, he knows he's getting better at this than a few hours ago- How long has be been here anyway? He doesn't know, he knows that every one hour or so, Derek is visited by Stiles, who brings him supplies like food, water, and potions. That's all he's been doing for him, which Derek is more than grateful because he's been looking forward to enjoying Stiles visit to talk to him even if for a few seconds. Like a desperate puppy.

Panting as his body hurts, Derek looks down at his broken fingers, he used his shield to reduce the impact of the tail of the Giant Fox, but some of his fingers were broke. As he watches, his fingers suddenly snap back into place, his regeneration somehow got stronger- It couldn't snap bones back into their places like that- and not only the regeneration, everything about him got stronger. "Derek." Stiles' voice snaps Derek out his thoughts as he smiles at the smaller, skinnier man before him. "Here are your supplies. In the next hour, you'll need a new set of potions... Water Breathing potions. You'll be okay since I'm here to make sure you don't die, but become stronger than you already are." This is what he always says whenever he gives Derek his supplies, it's interesting to hear and it makes Derek's heart skip a few beats, his wolf proud that his Mate wanted to take care od him (technically that's what he's doing).

"I know." His simple response had the weight of a whole planet, but the ones following it had a heavier weight on them: "I trust you." Three words that had the weight of a black hole, so heavy that it made Stiles' heart almost explode. He doesn't deserve it. He doesn't... Not after what he did. 

"Good." Was all Stiles said before leaving, making Derek await anxiously for the next hour... Oh, his anxiety was going to be multiplied by infinity plus pain plus agony.

He would then find out he had Talassophobia

"What the fuck, what the fuck, what the fuck, what the fuck-" 

*Leviathan Noises*

*Scared Werewolf Noises*

"STILES!"

"Pffft- It's okay Derek, you're gonna be fine." 

*Lightning Noises*

*Dying Leviathan Noises*

Yeeeah... Let's just say Derek didn't like the water that much, but oh well, neither did Stiles so its fine. But of course Derek had to complete this dungeon as well, and by that he needed to kill a lot more monsters before Stiles took him back to square one because no way in hell Stiles' taking Derek to the [Underdark Dungeon], that shit is too scary, even for Stiles who has a skill to keep himself calm. It took some time to Derek to clean the dungeon, and he's probably heavily traumatized by this as well, which Stiles doesn't blame on him, who the fuck wouldn't be if a giant gaping maw of a giant sea dragon appeared from below ypu, ready to eat your whole body? Only insane people.

Now, back at the endless grass field, Derek's literally lying on the grass, completely soaked, panting while holding a broken blue blade in one hand and a completely cracked shield on the other, his bones were broken as well, but they were healing way too faster than before. He doesn't know what was happening, but he knows this is something that Stiles knows about. "You completed the trial of the Hand, Derek." Ah, talk about the devil! Moving his head, he saw Stiles sitting beside him on the grass, only now did he notice that Stiles hair had grown a few extra centimeters, not quite shoulder length but getting there. "You know I've been fighting those monsters every day, right?" Stiles looked into Derek's eyes, making the Alpha shiver under his gaze, Derek just let him continue: "I fight them every day, kill hundreds, thousands of them a day just to get stronger... Are you okay with that, Derek? Because you're not going to stop me, I'll always continue to fight them with or without your help." Derek closes his eyes for a second and says:

"I know. You're too stubborn when you get something on your head, i know you will... But you won't come alone." Derek opened his eyes, staring directly at Stiles with a gentle smile on his face, making Stiles smile as well as he asked: "Are you sure? If you say yes now, you'll have to go through that all again and worse." Derek only shaked his head and slowly, giving time for Stiles to back away, placed a hand on Stiles' left thigh, and seeing that Stiles did jot back away or took his hand out, he felt amazing. "I know... And I'm sure, strangely enough, i feel happy thay I'll be able to protect my pack... I feel so much stronger then before..." Stiles smiled and used his [Observe] on Derek:

[Derek Hale (Alpha Werewolf- Fenrir's Heir)- Lvl 90]

Surprise was the only thing in Stiles' face right now, he thought for a second before shaking his head and looking at Derek: "Then, Derek Hale, you passed the Head trial."

"And there's only one left?" Derek asked, trying to not sound so hopeful, but Stiles' smirk shows that he was shitty at doing that. "Yeah, but it's the hardest one. The trial of the Heart, you'll have to endure it till the end, but remember you can ask me to end the trial, but if you ask it, then you'll fail the trial itself." Derek just nodded at this, his heart feeling hopeful and determined, only one more trial... Only one. "Then let's start."

Derek was prepared to fight against many more monsters with his broken blade and shield, run a whole marathon, and even hide from Stiles if the last trial was a hide and seek game where if he's found he dies- Damn, he needs to stop watching horror movies. But the horror only started, because suddenly he was alone in a dark place, there was no light around him. "Stiles?" Derek called out for his Mate, but did not receive an answer, but soon Stiles was beside him, walking forward and touching the darkness around. "Your third trial... Starts now." The darkness faded away with Stiles' words, he stood beside Derek with his eyes closed and his hands behind his back, Derek soon saw s screen in front of him, floating, the screen shattered like glass and soon he was inside Stiles' room- Oh my Gods, it smelled exactly like it, so much that he would think he was inside Stiles' room if he didn't know this was an illusion of some sorts 

Suddenly, he could smell blood. It came from the bathroom? Derek just stormed off, his instinct was to find his Mate and see if he was okay, the door to the room was open, but the bathroom's door was locked, Derek kicked it but his leg phased through, like he was a ghost. "You cannot physically interact with this place." Stiles' voice startled him and he fell through the bathroom door, he got up rather quickly, but was met with his worst nightmares. Stiles' pale, weak body floating above a bathtub full of red water, Derek could see the blood flowing from Stiles wrists that were cut. "STILES!" He shouted, trying to reach out and take his Mate from that bathtub, call Melissa and try to stop the bleeding, but his hands went through him. Dread filled his stomach as the vision faded away, being replaced by Stiles now lying on his bed while looking at his scarred wrists, they were completely fine... But there was this empty look in Stiles' eyes that pained Derek more than seeing Stiles bleeding on the bathtub.

He was dead inside, he's just trying to be also dead on the outside.

The scene changed again, this time Derek could hear Stiles talking to his dad on the phone: "Hey, dad?" His voice was weak and Derek hated it- It was too quiet. "Just be careful, okay?" That moment he heard Stiles' voice again, but this time behind him: "He told me about the cases going around town, people dying, i could've told him then and there about how the patterns looked a lot like a Rogue Alpha Werewolf... I could've warned him, but i doubted myself, i doubted if that conversation was even real, i doubted if it was important at that moment." His turned to see his Stiles' expression, and this broke his heart. Tears, no other expression, face cold only tears running down his eyes, like he forgot how to weep and cry, only this broken look in his eyes. "He died that night and i learned about it two days later." Stiles chuckled, but Derek could smell the decaying scent of pain, hurt, dread, fear, sadness, and much more.

Then more and more scenes came up, by this time Derek knew exactly what they wore... Memories. Things Stiles remembers, it's so vivid he can even smell things, hear the surrounding sounds, the wind blowing, feel the sun's heat on his skin, the cold of the snow on his feet, the pain Stiles smelled like. This was torture. He wanted it to stop, but he couldn't bring himself to stop it, he wanted do desperately to stop this trial, but as he watched these memories his guilt only grew and he wanted a way to somehow make up to Stiles, beg him for his forgiveness, he would kill himself if Stiles asked him to.

He watched as Stiles looked at Scott McCall as he said the hurtful words: "You killed your dad, Stiles. It was your fault. You knew about it and yet you didn't say anything... You knew the risk and yet chose to shut up about it, just like you almost killed Allison, how you almost killed Aiden!" Scott slapped Stiles' face, a huge claw injury appeared on his face, making Stiles wince and hiss in pain as the True Alpha shouted and roared: "Get the fuck out of here, i don't kill, but I'll make an exception for you!" The vision soon shattered and changed, Stiles inside his trusted Roscoe, lying as he sobbed, hand on his fading bruise on his face- Luckily it was shallow, it wouldn't leave a scar. Sobbing, he brought his hands to his face and counted his fingers: "Derek... I'm not dreaming... This is a nightmare." 

The scene changed once again, Derek watched Stiles being a zombie in New York, how he faked all his emotions, smiled when he wantwd to cry, couldn't cry when he wanted to, couldn't sleep for more than 4 hours... It pained him knowing this was the consequences of his- of their- actions. Stiles was broken, and when he finally fixed himseld, they appeared. He was scared they would break him again...

After all the illusions were gone, Derek stood there, no more tears left to cry. He looked hollow, but Stiles' words brought light to his eyes: "Derek, you've cleared all the trials. You are hereby forgiv-" 

"I don't deserve it." Derek sobbed, he really didn't, but sadly that wasn't up to him. "Then, make it up for me." Derek looked at Stiles, his eyes with no tears, but with way more sadness than a tearful face. This was pure sorrow. "How...?"

"Mate me. Mark me. Never leave me alone again."

Derek couldn't help but crack a small smile... Stiles wanted him. 

So of course, he'll give himself fully to his beloved, to his Mate.

[Status]

[Name: Derek Wulfric Adam Hale]

[Age: 28]

[Gender: Male]

[Lvl: 90] (+10 Per Lvl)

[Race: Werewolf (Alpha)]

[Class: None]

[Titles: [Alpha], [Hale], [Heir of the Chained Oblivion]

[Alpha: You are a Alpha Werewolf, you are in charge. (+ [Alpha Authority]) plus upgrades on all Werewolf skills]

[Hale: You are part of a very famous ancient family of Werewolves that are from way back to Lycaon, your family contains his cursed blood alongside the blood of a God Eater, Fenrir (+ Influence among Werewolves around the world)]

[Heir of the Chained Oblivion: You are the heir of Fenrir, his spirit lies dormant inside you, waiting to be awaken. Bare your teeth, for the Ragnarok comes. (+ [Ragnarok] + [God Devourer] + [Chained] Unique Skills + 20× HP and SP)]

[HP: 5000/5000] (20× Vit)

[MP: 250/250] (5× Int)

[SP: 10,000/10,000] (20× End)

[Strength: 250]

[Endurance: 500]

[Dexterity: 100]

[Agility: 250]

[Vitality: 500]

[Intelligence: 50]

[Wisdom: 100]

[Charisma: 150]

[Will: 500]

[Spirit: 200]

[Extra Stats Points: 900]

[Skill List:

Passive: [Hand to Hand Combat lvl 82], [Alpha Werewolf Senses lvl 92], [Physical Damage Resistance lvl 76], [Magical Damage Resistance lvl 82], [Reading lvl 50], [Research lvl 41], [Alpha Werewolf Strength (+250 Strength) Lvl Max], [Alpha Werewolf Stamina (500+ Stamina) lvl Max], [Alpha Werewolf Dexterity (+100 Dexterity)], [Alpha Werewolf Agility (+250 Agility) lvl Max], [Alpha Werewolf Vitality (+500 Vitality) lvl Max], [Elemental Affinity (+50 Intelligence) lvl 1], [Alpha Werewolf Wisdom (+100 Wisdom) lvl Max], [Alpha Werewolf Charisma (+150 Charisma) lvl Max], [Attractive Aura (+100 Charisma) lvl 82], [Derek Hale's Unbreakable Will (+500 Will) lvl Max], [Supernatural Alpha Senses (+200 Spirit)], [Poker Face lvl 62], [Lying lvl 12], [Pain Resistance lvl 99]

Active: [Alpha Fullwolf Transformation lvl Max], [Alpha Roar lvl Max], [Alpha Eyes lvl Max]

Class Skills:

Unique Skills: [Alpha Authority], [Ragnarok (Chained)], [God Devourer (Chained)], [Chained]