Alexander Fox
He is still at my top warping his arm around me. I don't want to him to change our position. I warping my one arm on him tight enough, and the other one is in his face.
"jack. Baby... What do you think on? Your been so silent? Say it please I'm listening." I try to start a conversation.
"How we end up the of having sex? We are both man. We are not in the relationship. We just meet each other few days ago... Why so fast?" He ask me, he voice out his worry in our situation, at three in the morning.
"baby. You ask how we end with sex. Because we had same feelings. And it is not just a sex for me,,,, but I make love with you.
In your question we are both man. Yes we are... But they said love is not required a gender, If I like someone, I like him with all my heart not because of gender. It might be so early, but I promise you, I never let you down, and it is not the last one.
We are not relationship.. Yes... Now can I ask you a question? "
" what is that? "
" Will you be my man, and had a relationship with me. Please baby. "
" hmmm ohhh.. Just give me time to think about it... But are you sure of it? What will people say....? "
" I don't care about them... All I care is you and our feelings, and that so fast? Yess it ended so fast but you know the time I meet you in the airport, my heart is had a connection on you that day, I try to find you, start that day my feelings of wanting you at my side is lingering on me. I feel the emptiness after I lose you on my sight, and your the only one can fulfill that emptiness inside me. My mind is shouting your name every night. I like you baby so much, I don't know why I'm like this. Please be with me... Please... "I beginning him.
" I feel you when we first meet. I'm not stop think that first time I see your face. But I never know that you had that feelings to,more than what I feel. Thank you for finding me and be with me. I think maybe we think it again while we try to know each other. "
"Oh a try to know each other first, I think that's okay it is a good start for us. But from now on Accept more changes of habits baby... I want to remind you that I'm so much possessive on you. I'm eying on you always. " I directly said.
" what, what you mean by that? "
" I don't like seeing you with other man or woman, except on your friends that I know. "
"What if I had meetings with business partners and also need too go and meet my friends tha you never know. All of that is restricted now? Nooooo you can't do that to me, I think it is to much."
" I understand that, but before meeting them you need to ask and talk to me first, even that kind of things is understandable, but you safety is mass. And no secret where you go, you must tell me, and where I go I tell you too. So less complications between us. Is that sound good. " I stated.
"Wow, we just start and we had this complicated things thing, I don't like people who hold my freedom, maybe I try, okay I agree... And why so possessive?" he ask me again.
" because I don't want to share you to others. I only allow to share with me is your dad, because he is your dad. And your only family. "
" how you know about my family ? And only dad I had? " he ask.
" I had my way baby. "
"Oh are you even fucking serious? But thank you I assured you that, There is no one can share with you ad long ad your behave. Promise. "
"Great you don't know how I looking forward with you ... And be ready of many surprises... I love giving, a surprise to my beautiful man... "
" seriously, always remember that I'm a man... But I'm ready with surprises. I think your the most sweet and romantic person I found thanks for that surprises in advance, you know you act creepy."
The smiled on his sweet lips, painted on him just for me. I had so many worries now, but I'm sure I never lost him. The safety is one of my biggest concern, but I know myself I never allowed anything happen against him badly.
I can't tell him about my syndicate, my troubles that possibly I bring to him. But we are just starting our relationship I don't want to make it hard for him to stay and believe in me. I need to stronger the foundations of my relationship on him. Before I give him the secrets I hide for now.
I know he could understand, if I explained it to him. But this point I need to find a way to put him in safety and also his dad, they are the easy target of my enemies. If only I could bring him home and every where I go, I will always do.
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Time check nine in the morning.
I wake up early than him, I know he is tried and sore, his body is on pain, as I claim him in all night. I slowly put him on the bed, because he was sleeping on top of me.
After I successfully putting him down I prepare the hot bath for him, so he could relax and relief his painful part of his body. I need to wake him up, but when I saw him sleeping like a angel I smiled like crazy man. I saw the marks on his skin, it is wonderful to see my own master piece is visible on to him to everyone can see, it's look like a bolded words tilling them, this man is belong to me. I touch does mark happily with my morning voice to wake him up.
"Baby.... Wake up you need to prepare for work and I prepare also your hot bath."
He is just groaning but never opened his eyes beautiful pair of eyes. He keep traveling in his dream land.
.................to be continue................