Chapter 21

Tiredness began to be felt by Angga and Lidya. Because she couldn't walk anymore, Lidya spoke up.

"Angga, sorry. Stop at the front hut, I'm really tired," said Lydia.

Without answering Angga immediately walked first and sat in the corner.

"I thought you were strong enough to walk, in fact it's only now that you're already tired. So why are girls so weak," said Angga when Lidya just sat beside him.

Lidya, who was very tired of hearing those words, immediately became emotional. He didn't think Angga could say that to him. The words that Angga said were exactly the same as those spoken by Lidya's father when Lidya was lying in the hospital. Almost every 3 months Lidya's hypertension recurs and must be treated for several days.

"Angga, I know you hate me so much and I tagged that, but you don't talk to me with those words. I really hate those words," said Lidya while being emotional.

Angga who is also tired does not want to lose to the woman in front of him. The only woman who made Angga pay more attention after Nadya's departure for good.

"Why are you controlling my mouth, it's true that you are weak. You also faint at school. Hahahaha ..." Answered Angga accompanied by laughter.

"Angga, you don't have a heart, do you. What is your heart made of, stone?" Said Lidya getting more emotional.

He took a stone near his feet and walked over to Angga. He didn't forget to bring a small tree branch, he didn't know what it was for. Now Lidya ventured to sit on Angga's thighs. Angga was angry with the condition of the legs that he straightened and the body that leaned against the wall of the hut, Angga was suddenly surprised when he found Lidya who was already in his lap.

"What are you going to do, don't be weird. I'm a normal guy and don't be baited like this," said Angga panicked.

Lidya got closer and her face was right in front of Angga's face.

"I'm not the same as other girls, shut up. Angga I want to talk," Lidya answered telling Angga to be quiet.

"I have a rock and a twig in my hand," Lidya continued by showing the two objects.

"I'm not a kindergartner and I'm lazy you talk nonsense like this," said Angga wanted to get up, but stopped because Lidya was still in his lap.

"I haven't finished talking, this stone is like your heart and this little twig is my heart. Today you hit it with your bare hands, it's hard to break, try with this branch, once you hit it it will break right away. The branch describes my heart. parents who really love you and a brother who is also kind. Have a healthy body and everything you want is definitely there. Every time you talk, everyone will surely submit to you because you are the one in power. Every word that comes out of your mouth doesn't make any sense first filter from the brain. You never think about how the people you say feel. They are afraid to reply to you because of your power. You think your life is perfect and you don't think about other people's hearts, I'm here now to say that I don't like you what you say my father because of it. You know I have hypotension due to Anga's hereditary disease, I'm tired like this all the time, I've always been underestimated by my father because I can't do anything but get sick. I want to disappear from the earth Your words just reminded me of that bastard. That's enough, I can't afford it," Lidya said while crying non-stop.

This is the first time that he tells about the state of his house which is like hell, I don't know why he suddenly feels so free to tell all his problems to Angga who just made himself hurt again.

Angga was silent for a thousand words hearing Lidya's explanation. He did not think that words would make the woman in his lap cry, nor did he expect that Lidya had such a family situation.

All he knows is that their president is someone who loves his family, not to mention the fact that Lidya has a hypothesis. The exact same disease as the late Nadya. It's exactly the same because it's a hereditary disease, the laughter and smile that always adorn Lidya's face turns out to be just a mask.

He is very good at hiding all the problems himself without telling anyone, Angga is wrong to say that she is weak, this woman is now the strongest woman he has ever known.

Compared to Nadya, their family still looks harmonious but not with Lidya.

"Lid!" Call Angga soft.

Lidya raised her head and looked at Angga as she continued to cry.

"Why? You want to make fun of me, huh? I'm really weak in your eyes," Lidya answered while continuing to cry.

Without warning, Angga immediately grabbed Lidya's neck and kissed her lips. This kiss was the first kiss of the two people, Angga's tears just flowed when he kissed Lidya. He did not expect that the woman was so strong to bear all the burden alone.

He now no longer thinks about the first kiss he gave Lidya, Angga starts to play his lips to make Lidya calm and enjoy the first kiss. Lydia closed her eyes while crying. He wanted to refuse the kiss but his body said otherwise, 1 minute they were like that. After that, he let go of the kiss.

"Sorry, I just wanted to give my first kiss to the right person but at the wrong time," said Aga.

Lidya didn't think that this was Angga's and her first kiss. Lidya immediately rushed into Angga's arms.

"Thank you for taking my first kiss, I don't need an apology from you Angga. Just crying for me is more than enough," said Lidya on the sidelines of hugging Angga.

"I should really apologize to you, I've misjudged a strong woman like you. I didn't know you had a problem like that, Lid. I promise now I'll be a shield for you. I'll take care of you wherever you are. Honestly since The first meeting at the mall, I already liked you, but I don't know why every time I see your smile I will hate it because it is exactly the same as my late girl, Nadya. Her name is very beautiful like her. Lidya is also no less beautiful. Nadya and Lidya have something in common. I don't know why you both have hypotheses," said Angga while holding Lidya's hand.

"The late person was very similar to you, Lid. That's why I like you. I hate it because you can bring back the smile that I really miss. I don't like people who smile the same as the deceased," continue Angga.

Lidya took her cell phone and looked for a photo. He then showed a photo of two junior high school girls posing smiling.

"What you mean is Angga. He's my cousin who died of hypotension. He also likes to tell me about you, I already know everything. Before he left, he left a message to let me take care of you. And now I'm not the one taking care of you instead You take care of me. Funny isn't it?" Said Lidya with a forced smile.

Coincidence or destiny of God, Angga gets another side of Nadya that appears in Lidya.

"Lid, I promise to take care of you. You promise not to leave me, right, you're strong," said Angga encouraging Lidya.

The hatred that had been building up in his heart was now gone.

Lidya was silent while smiling at Angga's words, finally the man was able to accept him.

The two of them were still in the cottage with a peaceful mood, both of them looked happy with the current situation.