Chapter 9: I really wish this was all just a dream

The hair that had dried due to her weeping was softly brushed off of her face by his warm palm gently rubbing across her cheek. While keeping her eyes closed, YinLan was wishing bitterly that everything she was experiencing was simply a nightmare. She shook her head as she felt her ears being covered by his hands. She doesn't know what's in store for her as the next surprise. She knows that her body has become a plaything for him, which is why she is getting more and more scared. But she was startled instead all of a sudden, as a warm sensation surged through her head.

Liang Chen gave her head a sweet "smooch".

His soft lips, which were moist with his breath, touched her sweat-covered forehead, which was creasing now and then because of stress.

YinLan, who felt his warm breath over her head, now finds that his hand started moving over her head and even tucked up her loose hair gently behind her head.

She even felt his soft petting touch over her head, which further bewildered her. It was as if he was trying to console her so that she could be at ease. He was acting in an unexpected way, so YinLan wondered in her brain, "He is currently playing with my hair. What is he exactly trying to do?"

Despite the fact that she perceived him as having softened a bit, YinLan didn't open her eyes. He was wiping away the last few tears from her face with his palm, which was tenderly brushing her cheeks. But she ignores those touches out of fear letting her eyes remain closed.

As her eyes were closed, she felt the touch on her body fade away as the bed on which she was lying shook. Soon after that deep depressions on the bed began one after another and then all of a sudden stopped.

YinLan became scared because now she could feel Liang Chen stepping to the bottom side of the bed. The place where her legs were lying.

She swallowed hard and exclaimed, "Why is he moving downward now?" Then contorted her face as she felt like crying, saying, "He's not going to stop..."

Her nose flickered as her rage and sobbing both burst out at once, "It's like God won't leave my chastity without it being defiled."

"I think I am not allowed to be pure in God's eyes. But what if I say, "I don't want this now? Will he stop?" she clenched her teeth as she swallowed her pain and said, "Whether in this time or past lives, the day on which my dignity was shattered in humiliation will not change, I guess."

She chuckled at her lame fate, which was doom from the start, and said, "Looks like there is no use in struggling to escape because I can't escape anyway."

"But..." she paused momentarily and hiccuped hard and said, "How?" "How am I going to forget this nightmare again in this life?"

She abruptly put her thoughts to rest when she found him reaching near her legs.

She screamed, "He is near my legs," as she realized. She felt all of a sudden that her breathing was being pulled away from her body as her fear closed her mind.

"No Please! I am begging you, please don't do this to me. Leave me, please." clenching her eyes in fear, she screamed in her head as her mouth was breathing hard for her. Because she needed more air than her nose was capable of giving her, her mouth was doing her nose's job.

Without her knowing it, her both hands' palms become red too, as her tight clenching on her hands makes her sharp nails poke through her skin. but her mind was not even looking over the momentary pain of her body, instead, it was all focused on the lifelong pain that will haunt her again.

She had already shut down her sense of sight because it was of no use to her. Her voice, which she needed badly right now to scream the word "stop," has already been shut down by the drug inside her body.

Now the only sense working was hearing voices through her ears, which were all focused on the move that Liang Chen would make. But even after focusing all her attention on him, she doesn't hear any movement from his side at all.

"Does he change his mind?" YinLan questioned. "I can still feel his presence on the bed," she said, scowling.

After becoming anxious, she was about to open her eyes when she felt a passionate kiss on her legs again, sending a shiver up her spine in fear.

She screamed, "I am finally doomed." YinLan has gone immobile since she is aware of what is about to happen.

But all of a sudden she became puzzled because the thing of which she was so afraid didn't happen; instead, she sense something else and whispered, "He is not on the bed at all." She can feel the pressure that was making the bed sink because his steps on the bed stopped. Now the bed was totally stable.

She now started hearing his walking steps on the floor.

After becoming relaxed a little, she asked, "What is he trying to do now?"

As the opening sound of the door buzzed through her ears, she quickly opened her eyes, which had been tightly closed earlier. Scanning through the room, which was still dark, she thought, "He is not here."

She found that Liang Chen was gone already.

Although she was somewhat glad about his departure, his unusual behavior made her wonder, "He just spare me?" "Why did he leave?"

As far as she remembers, he is someone who is the most brutal person in her life and has the personality of dominance.

He is someone who likes to torment her the most in her last life, therefore it is odd for her to have him leave without even causing her grief.

She had the impression that the person she was with right now was quite different. He appeared to be of a different species than she had ever encountered in a previous life.

Her mind was struggling to understand it all, but before it could go any further, she felt a sudden headache, and then her head started spinning.

All of a sudden, she felt everything around her start to fade.

She whispered, "I think now the drug is doing its job."

As long as YinLan Fear was taking control of her body, the drug inside her was only doing half of its job. but now that she is a little more relaxed and her mind is at ease, the full potential of a drug is unleashed. She silently whispered, after the room became silent, "I really wish this was all just a dream," and fainted from shock, which she had gone through earlier.