1st Month of being in Love

It was sometime in January 2022, early or mid Jan perhaps

I was singing to the beats of Revenge a Minecraft Parody when I noticed that my tuition was about to begin, I set things up and prepared the table, then I saw two of my friends Abinash and Saroj park their cycles, I stood in front of the door waiting for them to come and get surprised by me, they didn't obviously, we started talking everyday things out, Pokemon,etc.

but at 5:10PM when tuition was about to start, I saw her, Swayamprajna Sahoo, beautiful girl with a nice heart, medium hair length with hairstyle kind of resembling Ava Max, she looks like Li Muchen from King's Avatar CDrama (that's one of the reasons I named her Li Muchen in my contacts)

She's wearing a green sweater or jacket whatever you call it, pink or red trousers, she was coming to my tuitions from like quite some time but I never looked at her this way before, I was stunned by her voice when she talked to her friends, she looked innocent and kind at the same time, Can't get my eyes off of her, the hair of hers… kills me everytime!

Had to get my eyes off as the Teacher came in, still I was looking at her for some glances, this was strange I didn't know what I was doing all of a sudden, my heart's behaving some unusual way, I don't know why, did she cast a love spell on me? I don't get it how even now,

As I was more career and business focused that time with a not so good career plan now that I look back at it now, I was becoming self-oriented and egoist, but then randomly this day.. things changed, I soon realized in the night time that I began to fall in love with her, however I didn't know her name, just knew it was Swayamprajna but I didn't know the spelling so I was searching Swayampragya in my phone to find her contact which I didn't have earlier but soon found it in the whatsapp group of our tuition

I also tried to search her up at instagram and follow her, but as I wrote Swayampragya instead of Swayamprajna I didn't find any results, but when I looked at her whatsapp profile, I found out it was Swayamprajna and not Swayampragya, it took me some time to get used to it but again I searched it up and luckily found it, it was Swayamprajnasahoo28

Her profile photo was of her wearing a red shirt along with a denim jacket and blue jeans with sky blue shoes with her hands posed in a I don't know what way, the background was some crops or flowers I don't remember I'm not an agricultural guy, she had 180 followers, it was private account so I put on a request, the request was on hold for days to come,

I also heard that Abinash had a crush on her too and my reaction was nothing like what you expect from a soap opera, I instead was cool and I hid the fact that I love her too for days but not for long, at first we were making some fun of him then he targeted one of our other friends Sambeet saying that he too loved her but that wasn't the case and we were just having fun,

these things went for some days before I got accepted to her account and being a professional stalker like Christian Grey, I screenshoted every photo of her which I found in the stories, kept them in hidden files so that no one could see it apart from me, but as the days were going by,

it was difficult for me to hold up that secret so I confessed it to my friends (not her), everyone was shocked but then started making fun of me too, Sambeet's funny accusation was dropped because of mine, I told them I follow her on instagram, then one day Abinash told that something good's coming for Sambeet on 27th January, I didn't get it and nobody did except for him and Sambeet,

January 27th 2022

I woke up at 9:30AM, forgot what brushing was, I opened Instagram to check on her as usual, I saw that it was her birthday! It came out of the blue,

" so that was what Abinash was talking about!" I thought and realized,

I quickly tagged her in my story but remembered to put it on close friends so that no one else could see that, it was me wishing her happy birthday plain as that, now I didn't know what to get her on her birthday cause I thought her birthday would be sometime late this year,

I quickly searched up the fridge to find a big Dairy Milk chocolate, I thought that I have to sort it out for this time, so I had it in my pocket didn't tell anyone for obvious reasons, but when those guys came I told them that I knew what they were talking about and that it was her birthday,

Abinash and others said to not speak it loud else we'll be caught, which I don't get it how we will be as it was just a birthday and they had school so it's obvious they would know, anyways she came in a green dress with some grey/silver accents or the other way around, she looked mesmerizing not gonna lie, I was too busy noticing her dress that I forgot I had to give that little chocolate! She begun to give everyone a piece of chocolate,

and as soon as she reached me I gave her that chocolate, she smiled took it, I was on cloud 9 that time that I guess I could write another novel about that happiness, I saved the chocolate she gave, and later saving led to it being expired and lost somewhere (I'm not a good keeper of things) , things went by then as usual, I then thought of wishing her on whatsapp but felt that would be too much as we never talked before and we barely know each other and that I've just begun to fall in love, this Abinash's trying for 1 year.

Things gone by, nothing too special after that thought, but one thing I tried to commit was that I would get her to like me before valentine's over, which was weird and too selfish and stuff if you compare it to me now, I was like Hardin from the After books that time, but you'll see how this Hardin changes into Serena from Pokemon XYZ to Anastesia to Christian Grey in the course of 8 months,

I forgot about those career and business things I thought of since 2 years and pulled my focus all together to her, I began styling my hair, starting to wear glasses (I had -3 or -4 yet I never wore glasses but I wore them when I noticed that she could be flattered by the looks, too overconfident me, you'll see how that'll play out)

Wore scents/perfumes especially the Man Engage M2 Perfume Spray, even when I smell the bottle now it brings back those memories of looking at her, looking and looking, talking to my friends about her, getting to learn something new about her and all, were fun memories, why were they fun memories? Something happened in the 3rd and 4th month which led us (me,her and my friends) to not meet each other in person for several months (that became my reason of depression that time and still is at the time of writing this chapter (1/10/22) ) and we'll get into that in some next chapters, this chapter showed what happened in the course of the first month, now the next chapter will show what happened in the course of the second month and maybe third month perhaps!