The dugout

If Xander's words about my father being alive are true, that explains a lot of things, as well as raise a lot of question. Why he made me and all the others believe he died? Was it some kind of payment from the Moon God for changing my destiny and postponing my death? Moreover, where he was hiding all those years, and why decided to show up only now? Why he made me cry for his death and live among humans all this time if I could live happily among werewolves? Yes, I know that we have black-and-white lines in our life which represent happy life and life problems, but was a life without a mother so happy? I know he did his best to make me have a happy childhood, but still, it wasn't as sweet as happy as everyone might have thought.