ch.5 does he really want to be my friend

i saw jake out my window i went. Down stairs i ignored my parents and went out side.

"why are you here nvm have you heard the news someone died he was my ex🤬"?

he lied and said no but I know he killed him. untill he asked me to be his friend i thought he was joking so i said no but he asked to be my friend again and again. One week later and he still asks me to be his friend i asked myself if he is actually really wanting and why he is wasting time. but finally i said fine.he was so happy he hugged me and called me princess.i I felt myself burning.he said i was red as a tomato i shook my head and yelled im not than ran than i fell to the floor and ran into this girl she told me to bot talk to jake or else she will hurt me i started crying.what is this feeling and i saw him running after me with a cautious look on his face.i dident care anymore i just ran and finally got iut of the school and was crying hard my tears would create a river.