Fixed Mate

Most of the time you feel sparks and connection with someone. It's no different from human dating except you can physically feel the spark or goosebumps people claim to feel and it's a lot stronger. It's like a magnet and they do have a scent. People smell like normal nothing special endless deemed the one. The only big difference is you can't break up or cheat. Well you can buy you shall suffer hahahaha. It feels like that is what the moon is doing. It mocks us.

If you cheat or try to break up feels like you're dying. You don't actually die. It just feel like it. You can love afterwards. It's just like, ten times harder than a normal break up. The more I read these tragedies the angier I got. What's the worst is that after one mate dies the other commits suicide. Almost every time they end it all to be with their dead mate. It's not fair to their friends and family. Everyone acts like it's normal and can't be stopped. In life they only have one mate. Second chance mates are believed to be myths. With that sad fact add on the pain of cheating. Then you could have bad luck or an abusive mate. The worst is rejection.

Rejection is where you feel extreme pain from breaking up. It hurts around the same level as someone cheating on you. It makes you want to end it all. But you shouldn't have to feel that pain. Not from cheating or breaking up. Especially when you needed to break up or just don't want to be together. They could both agree to see or date other people.

You see far too many relationships that should be over. The abusive relationships and bad relationships don't end because you don't want to feel the pain of rejection. It was a good idea at first. Because if you're a victim with a cheating ex or bad break up you want them to suffer too. Normally you do some petty revenge. Also why does the victim and the criminal get the same punishment.

After figuring this out I found my mate and became grateful he's not an ass or abusive. Of course we have our ups and downs. I want to break up sometimes after a big fight. I can't because it would hurt psychically and I would regret it anyway. Other times I am made about living for longer.

As werewolves you have a stronger amune system and are more durable. That makes you not die as normal people. It seems to be true that we live longer. It's not just being more durable it's a werewolf factor. I was super pissed because I thought it was forever forever.

You don't have to talk and only be with one person for your whole life. Even the humans don't like it now that they live to be 80 or 90. Before you died at 30 or earlier in the war, and if not they could go "missing". No cameras or real efficient police back than. Your telling me I have to spend hundreds maybe thousands of years with someone. That someone I love, but fight almost daily with.

Turns out it's not that long, the stories are all lies. The oldest werewolf might make it close to being 200 years old. You only get 50 more years than the 100 death mark for humans. It depends on the person and the danger or war they're exposed to for if it's less or more than that. Oh, found solution, since can't break up, I will "separate". So runaway, can't cheat though. Runa away for a while.

Oh, crap I can't run away when I get pregnant or at least not off of pack lands. Can't run away again until that kid grows up. It takes about half the time it does for a human.

No complaints about the childbirth process. Finally get why someone would have more than one kid. I started helping in the kitchen when heavy pregnancy set in. Can't move around enough to hunt and everyone is so worried when I do anything. I love you, but chill. Werewolves are more durable and so are the babies don't need same level of caution as humans. Should still be careful, only need to really worry in early stages after that good to go.

I heal real fast and the kid can take care of it's self after a little bit. Also once the kid shifts you just get to play with a puppy. I don't know how humans do it. I might be able to have one kid if I was still human if my husband didn't change. It's also less painful for whole pregnancy and delivery.

I finally learned the problem he had with being mated to humans. Humans can't feel the bond, so don't get hurt when rejected and cheated on. The werewolf has to suffer all alone through the process and has to risk scaring the mate when reveals werewolves.

Have to be careful so no one believe her if she tells others werewolves are real or you might get hunted down. It's all about luck, throwing dice and try to plan an escape plan. Or have a buddy to get you help when it goes wrong. Your friend can get a show watching from the bushes.

Bushes reminds me of explaining why I had to hide to change. I told him it felt like everyone would be staring at my naked body. He didn't get it so I said "How would you feel and react if I was naned with other men. If a guy was checking me out and hitting on me while I was naked." That shut him up real quick. I know no one is trying to make a move on me or in danger. But it doesn't make those feelings disappear.

My mate is so nice too me, it's bad because I get mad sometimes when he compliments me. I'm still a little insecure, I think. It's getting better he learns what not to compliment. And I learn to accept a compliment, every once in a while. When we can't stand each other because we see each other all the time we go to work. Work is the savior to our marriage. If we come home early and fight we can go in for overtime to cool off.

He's pretty busy, and pretty. He has dark black hair. He says it's just dark brown, I like to call it black. His wolf has black and brown fur so he really has both. I have a small grey wolf. It's dark grey and almost white in some places. My fur might have a little bit of brown in it. I can never tell if there's really has any brown or if it's random dirt. I have brown hair so ones color of your wolf doesn't match. Eye color is the same it might get a little lighter or darker to match your mood but that's it.

Wait I was talking about my mate he's a beta. It's not like in some stories where alpha, beta, and omega are second genders. We are not just normal humans that just smell different for the most part. The different names is just status in the pack like a normal wolf pack. It's a little advanced because I don't know if the beta is second in charge. I also don't know if the omega is just the weakest or the females and the weakest. In most stories omegas are the weakest and treated the same as omegas because they can always give birth.

In this pack not treated any different no matter your status. Of course if stronger so the leader or Alpha or the second leader Beta you're given more respect. If omega your usually protected. In some packs of your a weak male or an omega you might get thrown out. Thrown out to either try and toughen you up or kicking you out completely. If they would want to kick you out you have a higher chance of being rejected.

Rejection is extremely rare and almost never happens even in those cases. Most of the stories are wrong. Another thing that is wrong is werewolves dying after giving birth. A death from child labor is almost completely impossible for a werewolf. Only can die if healing is protecting baby and your injured while pregnant. Also with no healing, wounded, there has to be no doctor or hospital. Has to be worst medical emergency for you to die.

For humans your not as lucky, the number is higher. They make up with their hospitals doctors and emergency staff. The number is dropping only a little higher than humans who give birth to werewolves. Humans can be weaker it depends, the baby is growing faster and might be draining to much nutrients from the mother. Mom can't heal on her own sometimes babies healing powers help mom when older.

Humans are closer 6 months of pregnancy and werewolves are closer to 4 months. It depends on the person, but you know if it lasts 9 months it's not your werewolf baby. The process is faster so it's less painful than normal labor. The higher risk ads up because lack of doctors and hospitals. Mostly lack of supplies and professionals.