why him not me

Linden's POV

suddenly something flashed into my mind. she must have been in Edgars room. i rushed to Edgar's room and found her sleeping beside him on a chair leaning on his bed. before i had lost consciousness i had heard that Edgar was in a coma. Lilith was sleeping so peacefully. she looked like an angel. i just wanted to hold her in my arms where she would be safe, where time would stand still. i wanted her to be all mine and not Edgar's.

upon seeing them together like this i just wanted to cry, scream, rip Edgar to shreds. i wanted to kill him. but what was this emotion. i didn't want to follow the prophecy, i didn't want her to die. i shouldn't love her. i must push her as far away as possible. i left the room immediately and rushed to mine. i cried and cried. in my past life i met her and killed her out of a fit or rage...