past life story

Linden=Wang Lee

Lilith=ling Mai

as the emperor of the Wang kingdom i always loved my servants and especially my family. my empress was with child. her name was Wang Rou, the child was my first child with her. my consorts name was Ling Mai. i also have a child with her but since out marriage i banished her to the cold palace with her child. although her child is my first son. i don't want anything to do with him. in my eyes Wang Rou is the only woman i can love.

i didn't want to deal with Ling Mai so i never gave her and her child any attention and love. Since her son was born i have been secretly sending a maid to put poison in her food. its a slow and painful poison where the person who ingests it long term will slowly lose touch with reality and cough blood and then finally die in their sleep.

after three years of ingesting the poison she couldn't take it anymore, she collapsed and nobody came for her, she died on the third day of the lantern festival. that was the day i realized that i shouldn't have killed her because after that day. the empress was at her happiest. it was clear that she was waiting for Mai's death. she became rude and wanted to kill everyone she hated. Mai was the one stopping her because before she has become my empress she was actually the maid of Mai. i always pitied her and wanted to punish Mai because her father the minister was always against me.

the following year, on the anniversary of Mai's death, i committed suicide. i couldn't bear the pain. although it was my fault i still loved her. i planned to give her the antidote. i wanted to make her father suffer and also make her suffer (from the time when she rejected my love as a teenager) but something just stopped me.

when i died, i remembered seeing an angelic looking woman with blonde hair and white eyes she was the goddess Ashnickia . she decided to give me a second chance at loving Lilith but told me that when the time comes she will begin hating me and i will kill her once again. i wanted to see her once again. her honey brown eyes and black hair. i was willing to risk anything and everything