CHAPTER 92

Ermanno was saying goodbye to Rose after dropping her in the mansion but Rose didn't want him to leave.

"Please hubby. Stay. I want you" said Rose kissing his neck.

"Mio Rosa don't do this. You know I can't control myself around you" said Ermanno panting.

"Then don't. Come to my room. You know I have bought new socks. They are grey and have tiny colourful cotton balls on them. I'll wear my bunny shorts too" said Rose seductively.

"Oh god, Mio Rosa. You are killing me. No. I have made a commitment and I'll stick to it. How about this, I'll stay in the mansion from this weekend after our date" said Ermanno.

"Promise?" Asked Rose.

"Promise. I am going to make you fall in love with me this weekend. You will only think of me and want no one else." Said Ermanno.

Rose smiled and he kissed her lips one last time and left the mansion. 

Rose stood there looking at Ermanno leave and had a sad face. She walked to the kitchen and placed the extra pizza in the fridge and then walked up the stairs.

Rose was seated in a room on her bed when she saw Sofia in the corner of the room. 

"Alone again, huh?" Said Sofia.

Rose was looking at Sofia when Sofia looked at the open door of the room.

Rose turned to the door and saw Sabrina with wide eyes looking at the direction where Rose was looking.

"Mummy" called Rose and Sabrina jumped up a little and looked at Rose.

"What were you looking at?" Asked Rose.

"I was trying to see what you were seeing. You were looking at that corner. What were you looking at?" Asked Sabrina hoping Rose didn't say she was looking at Sofia's ghost.

Rose looked at the corner and didn't see Sofia. She looked back at Sabrina and said "nothing. Just lost in thought"

Sabrina smiled and came close to Rose and sat beside her and asked: "how was your evening?" 

"Ermanno took me to the psychiatrist. I acted like I was having pain and left the office and then had pizza"

"Rose you should talk to the doctor. He will help" said Sabrina.

"He won't help me feel less lonely." Said Rose.

"Why do you feel lovely? You are not lonely" said Sabrina.

"I have been alone for so long that I feel alone all the time. When I was young I would have so many stuffies and imagined them talking to me back as my friends. I always wanted someone who I can be with all the time. Who would want me all the time? Who I would love unconditionally and who would return that love with the same passion. Now that kind of a person would never make me feel alone." said Rose.

"But you already have that person. And let me tell you, it's not going to leave you for a second. Always will demand your attention. Always only wanting you. Even in a crowded room, it will search for you and only you. Do you want to meet this person?" Said Sabrina.

Rose got excited and looked at Sabrina and said "if anyone like that really exists then I would definitely like to meet this person"

"Close your eyes," said Sabrina.

Rose closed her eyes and then Sabrina took Rose's hand and kept it on Rose's stomach.

"Rose, meet your child. Now tell me how are you alone when you have a person growing inside you. How are you ever alone? Feel it's heart beating with yours. Rose you both have the same rhythm. The food that you are eating is like you are feeding it. When you are happy it's smiling too. When you are sad, your baby is crying with you. Now tell me, Rose. Who else can ever do that for you?" asked Sabrina.

Rose placed her other hand on her stomach and opened her eyes and looked down at her stomach and cried. 

She then looked at Sabrina and said "mummy I am not alone. I have my baby all the time with me. I am not alone" said Rose.

"You are not alone. Rose, you don't need a room full of people to feel less lonely. You just need a handful of people who really care for you. Rose look around and realise that you are not alone any more. We all are there for you." Said Sabrina.

Rose hugged Sabrina and said "mummy please don't leave me alone. I don't want to be alone. When I am alone she..." 

Started Rose but stopped

"She? She who?" Asked Sabrina.

Rose left Sabrina and shook her head and lied "no one. I just. I wanted Ermanno to stay. He didn't stay. I didn't want to sleep alone"

"I'll sleep with you," said Sabrina.

Rose smiled and said "Mummy when you are with me. I don't need anyone" 

Sabrina smiled and kissed her forehead.

As Ermanno promised he took Rose to a beautiful date with first sending Rose a beautiful dress and shoes.

Then took her to a beautiful private terrace top dinner with live violin players who played a smooth tune. 

Rose's favourite food. Wonderful dessert and laughter, romance and slow dance.

Let's not forget the beautiful diamond necklace, earrings, bracelet and finger ring set he gifted her.

"Are you madly in love with me?" Asked Ermanno.

"Totally. So what's next?" Asked Rose.

Ermanno looked deep into her eyes and said "next is me eating you thoroughly. And fucking you whole night in every fucking hole of yours till you beg me to stop or till the morning light shines in the sky. Whichever comes first. But I promise, tomorrow you will be very very sore" 

Rose gulped down hard and said, "Oh my, aren't you a sweet talker".

Ermanno smirked and kissed her hard.

"Are you ready for me Mio Rosa?" Asked Ermanno.

"If I were wearing any panties they would be very wet right now," said Rose and Ermanno roared and took her to his apartment.

"Why are we going to your apartment?" Asked Rose.

"I don't want my family to hear you scream my name" smirked Ermanno and winked at Rose.

"I so love you," said Rose.

"I love you more Mio Rosa," said Ermanno and drove away.