Wait 11

i found the spot where i cried and sat there for the whole vacant period

"you're here again"

i looked up and saw a smiling jimin

he's with the rest of bangtan except taehyung

they name their squad bangtan so who am i to disagree

i just smiled and gestured them to sit with me

i'm not that greedy about this place and its not my property

"how's your day?"

i just laughed at namjoon's question

"guys you know that you're not good at pretending, right?"

they laugh as they heard my statement

"yes. because you already mastered it, noona"

i pinch jungkook's cheeks

"i told you. call me shan not noona"

he pouted but eventually smiled at me

"why are you so good at faking everything, shanie min"

i smiled at my cousin, yoongi

"am i faking things?"

"tss, don't play dumb with me. you're so good at faking and hiding your emotions. yes you're smiling but we know that deep inside you're crying"

well they know me too well

i'm thinking if taehyung knows when i'm faking my emotions

but in the past two years, i guess he doesn't know

he's too oblivious about my feelings.