Ch.16: A New Kazemi.

He fell back onto the pillow, closing his eyes. 'Death... I can't seem to meet him, huh..' The gun jammed which led to such thinking. 'Looks like...this is a sign, huh? God, do you want me to continue living? If so, why give me the option of choosing heaven or hell?..'

'I heard that a jammed gun pointed at something meant that the gun itself didn't want to shoot at it. The gun wants to give the target a second chance so to speak.'

Kazemi got up and noticed that clothes were apparent on him now. 'I'm having mixed thoughts. I want to live on, but at the same time, can I repent? It depends on how much I wanna forgive myself in a way. Can I do that? Can Haru do that? Can mother do that? I..don't know. I was their source of food and clothing. Me being dead...meant that they wouldn't survive as well...'

He rubbed his forehead while giving out a long sigh. 'While I can't forgive myself now, I have to push through... to help them, right, Kazemi? You do want to help your family, right? The person who put me into this world, my bestfriend/little brother, you want to help them have a better life, right? That's why you came here. This is why you chose another life instead of Hell..'

Kazemi had forgotten his truel goal. Being overwhelmed with such things like powers, an actuall house, running water, electronics, it was all too amazing for him. 'Haru, Mother, I'll make it so that you can live in an even better utopia. Kazemi, just slow down though. And mean it this time...'

He reached into his pocket and found a gun. It had a silver wrap to it with red spots over it. 'A deagle? Ah, I hate these. The recoil was too much for my body to handle in my past life..' He put a hoodie on that covered his eyes and only revealed his mouth and a tiny part of his nostrils.

His overall outfit was that of grey jeans with black shoes. He had on a black hoodie with the words, 'Forgiveness' in Japanese kanji. 'To take more and more power...' The gears of life started moving inside of him.

'And To Never Give.'

[Copy And Paste Has Evolved Due To Certain Conditions being met. (Cut/Paste.]]

He looked at the screen inside his head. 'Evolved? And what's the difference? No, what is this screen?' He still didn't have that wow factor but he was atleast more intrigued.

[Copy And Paste: By literal definition, it is to Copy and Paste something. Cut and Paste: By literal definition, you are essentially taking life away from a person. In this case, A Sigil. Sigils have evolved with the Body, Mind, and Soul. With Cut, You could essentially take away a persons whole entire personality.]

He stared at the panel. Before, he could copy a soul, A Sigil, and use it. Now, he could do that and more. 'Take Personalities..how would that work? If a take a Sigil, then I'd gain that persons personality or something?' That was the most logical thing that he could think of.

'You know, who is this old man? Hes working mighty hard on that piece of metal..' The old man then turned to him and started walking up to Kazemi. He had a frown on his bearded face.

"Who are you? And where is this place? Are we still in Japan?"

"No. Your In, 'The Realm Of Sigil'. Its a place that ever Sigil holder goes to after death. Your someone not of this world. You invaded Suduo Kaname's body, killing him in the process. The thing is though, you not only killed him, but took his soul as well.."

He gave him a wide range of information. 'I know it's hard Kazemi, but....use this brain of yours to process what's he saying..' Kazemi then had a thought of going to school. When he was young, he had a many dreams. Many of them though required some form of education.

'I don't care for history, or science. All I care for is Math and English. Don't laugh at me, but...I sort of wanted to become someone who designs computers. N-Not design like the model, but how it's made up. Like...programming, I think is the word..'

Like anyone, he had dreams. But Kazemi put his mother and little brother first before figuring himself out. He wanted his mom and brother to be set before he was.

'I'll...consider school and actually think about it. Not putting it off for later...' When he knew that he was in a different body, he knew he'd be given the chance to get education. Any life is better than the one he lived, right?

"But...who are you old man?"

He asked him a question which was immediately answered.

"I am...Kaname essential. Well, his Sigil. We are one in the same."

"Ah, erm, I see. Yeah, I get it.."

"So what will you do now, Kazemi? I've been waiting for the last couple hours on what you wanted to do with yourself. Even know, I'm not sure.."

He kneeled down in front of his bearer. 'I..was about to say something weird, but nows...not the time..'

"I..want to live. For myself, not living for others..."

He relied on his little brother for comfort. It gave him a goal. A goal of taking care of someone. A goal of learning to love someone. It gave...him life. Because to be honest,..'I don't know...if I could've taken it anymore..'

Back to a stormy night, Kazemi and his mother were looking down at a baby on their broken counter. The baby would cry and cry, which made the mother spit on his face and leave. Kazemi however was in a world of love.

"So..cute.."

From the dead eyes he wore, a new light shown. It was faint but it was apparent. 'Is this...a sign, God? A sign to keep moving forward..' He picked up the baby and started rocking him in his arms, whipping the spit off of his cheek. The baby slowly began to calm down at that then soon coo'ed out while grabbing the air at him.

'I need to protect you at all cost, huh?'

Kazemi faintly kissed his forehead, making the memory fade out. 'I was never a suicide type of guy, but I felt like I was slowly pushing myself to that point. Fighting, beatings from Mother, hiding from cops and opps, I was even gonna have to change my name at one point. I've..truly done some bad and stupid things in my one tracked past...'

Never considered anything. He only moved forward as looking back would get him killed. 'I'll start looking ahead of myself. Thinking about what would happen if I do said action..'

"Then its settled. Kazemi, go back and make something of yourself. Remember it's okay to love and hate. It's okay to make a mistake every once in a while. Its okay...to be yourself. Don't Forget That."

The voice of the man was that of God speaking but it wasn't noticed by Kazemi. He was busy thinking to himself while nodding.

"No Go..."

He kneeled up and touched Kazemi's forehead.

"Go!"

....

Kazemi slowly opened his eyes which closed after connecting with the sun. 'I'm..back..' By some sort of Miracle, he was healed. No broken bones, no broken back, and no fractured skull.

'And...I'm healed? How..'

He got up and examined himself. He now felt like he was one with this body. What led him to think that was his vision being better. Before, he couldn't see that far away as everything was blurry, so he grew up relying on sound.

'Rukia... I have to go..'

He was wearing the same fit from the 'Realm Of Sigil', but it was unnoticed by him. 'I'm faster as well..' His perception of everything increased as well as his voice becoming normal sounding. Deep voices weren't rare. It's just that Kazemi had one since 9, making a lot of people turn their heads.

He was able to breathe in more air too. He could already do this when he got this new body, but he was just so used to the feeling of not being able to breathe in air regularly that it bonded with the soul, meaning he never forgot the feeling even after moving to a new host.

'This...this is who I'm meant to be!'

Small changes that he shouldn't really be proud of, but anything was better than nothing. Kazemi soon noticed that he was in the same fit as he had on in the room, making him reach into his pocket, grabbing a gun and smirking.

He then turned the corner to over hear a man talking. He hid behind the corner and listened in. 'This voice..' It was that of the green armored man. He then heard Rukia plead to him which confused him.

'In the face of overwhelming power, this is normal. But that expression..' He frowned as he saw the way her face was formed. 'You...can forgive him?!' Kazemi tsked and pulled the hammer back.

He aimed it at the back of the mans head, the frown on his face becoming deeper. 'Yeah, I know you. I've did research..' He pulled the trigger. 'You're no worse...than the people who did devious things to my mother. Fuck you and your tainted Sigil.'

The bullet pricked the back of his head, causing brain matter to spew out. 'Maybe in another life...can you appreciate what God gave you. A wife, a kid, a future, appreciate it. Don't ruin the one life he gave you. Instead, be something...more..'

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(An: Yeah, you all got me. I can't blame you guys for calling me out on my mistake though. I'll do it like this with his power. To cut personality is something you've never heard of, right? Anyways, thanks for all the people who attempted to read this and left or either stayed. You gave it a try, and that's what matters to me.)