Xavier Black's pov
Fear
The only feeling I want everyone to have for me.
You can call me a sadist because I truly like to cause people pain.
This brings a kind of satisfaction to me and now I am addicted to it.
Those who face my wrath curse me from the depths of their heart
But it dosen't matter to me
Their words are nothing when I know that my birth itself was a curse.
I was not meant to be born
My birth itself was a curse which made me loose my mother.
She was supposed to live while I should have died in her womb but when moon goddess controls your arrival and demise, we are just puppets in her hands.
It's not that my father dosen't love me.
No instead ,he is the only one who truly loves me but when I see him hold my mothers picture and cry for hours I can't help but hate myself for his pain.
Others hate me and I don't have a problem with that, because I also hate myself.
But,
Those beautiful blue eyes of my mate can't hate me.