Selfishness
Gyles
I am nervous about this outing. It is not a date but it feels like one. Maybe I agreed to this because of the opportunity to see Rex. he has been avoiding me for the past two weeks. I don't know why but a part of me feels like he is giving me some space with Blue.
He is on board this whole throuple relationship. He wants us to bond. Have a relationship, so that we could all be together. I am so far from that because I don't believe in this.
You know it is real.
My wolf interrupts my thoughts. I don't want to acknowledge him because for the past two weeks. He has been silent and now because I am thinking about them—or should I say, denying my feelings, he decides to say something.
You know you don't want me to come out. There is nothing I can do if you won't let me.