Torn

I don't bother going to Dozzy's office. I'm afraid I might end up snapping at him should I do so, that was why I walked into my office, took my back, and walked out without further Ado.

Likewise, I'm fed up with Mar. Fed up with the way he constantly tries to make me do things by threatening me with Bin.

Currently, he can go to hell for all I care.

I'm out of here for today.

Should I be here tomorrow, and the problem remains, I think I'll leave for good? Bin will understand if am to explain things to him.

There's no way I can continue with this. Mar has gone too far in what he's doing, I think it's time I show him am not whom I behave as.

Osy isn't someone that can be bent.

*

*

"Where are you going to?"

You can already guess who it was that asked the question.

Ignoring the gossiping agent, I continued with my walk.

Presently, I need to rest my head, think about our stuff and conclude.

And all this can't be done in a place like this. I need somewhere really cool and quiet. A place the so-called boss can never be able to disturb me.

BB followed closely behind me. "Was the coffee not to the liking of the boss? Are you through with your daily task? Are you going home?

Did the boss send you on a task?"

The more I tried to put enough gap between us, the more she hastens her steps.

The gossiper in her, unwilling to let me go until she has extracted enough from me.

"Get lost, or probably go and poke your nose where it suits." I snap at her, my anger already at its yielding point.

Darkly glaring at her, I walk out of the office, and she made no move of following me out.

Something she would have done had I not snapped at her.

I feel no remorse currently, but I know I'll feel horrible when my anger has abated. I'll feel bad for snapping at her with anger.

Anger that should have been directed to someone else.

*

*

"Why did you leave without telling me?" Dozzy questioned from the other end of the connected call.

"I wasn't in the right frame of mind to do so." I sigh into the phone.

There's no telling what I might have done had I gone to the office to tell Dozzy of my departure.

I might have likely fought with him if he had said something stupid.

"What happened?" He asked in concern. Gone is the angry and accusatory tone he made use of when he picked up the call.

"The boss happened." I proceeded to tell him everything that has happened.

"What? How dare that moth…."

"Language Dozzy." I frown as if he's able to see the frown on my face right now, "I don't want Bin to accuse me of spoiling his brother."

" Am an adult Osy. Adults don't need to be constantly watched by other people. I'm perfectly capable of doing things myself, making my own decisions, and saying any damn word I wish to."

" Is that so?" I raise a brow," wait until Bin returns with their kid, you'll have your ears cut when you decide, as an Adult, to make use of a cuss word near his baby."

" As if," he scoffed. " So, what are you going to do now?" Shit's voice instantly changed from being playful to serious.

"About what?"

"The boss. What are you going to do about it now? What if he has already told Bin you don't intend to work in his boyfriend's company?"

"Then I think I'll have to wait for Bin to return to explain everything to him.

But I intend to come to work tomorrow. Should he send me back, I'll gladly leave."

It'll be more than better to have some peace of mind instead of having to suffer every day, and yet you won't get the gratitude you so much deserved.

"You're thinking of leaving me alone with the devil's incarnate?"

" It's not my fault, Doz. Should he not want me in the office, I'll gladly leave.

It's not based on the fact I want to leave, but I can't beg him to put me back to work."

" Okay… Don't worry, I don't support him at all. Should my brother return, I'll tell him everything that has happened. You don't have to worry about that. I've got your back."

" Thank you."

" See you tomorrow then?"

" Yeah. Good night."

" Sweet dreams."

" You too."

Disconnecting the call, I drop the phone on the table as I resumed what I was doing before I called Dozzy.

Picking up the files, I started arranging them as I got ready for a workday tomorrow.

It's a day that'll determine if I'm going to continue with my work or not.

*

*

I walk into the office building half expecting the guard at the entrance to stop me from entering *can you blame me for thinking like that? It's not my fault, I happen to have a boss or soon to be ex-boss who happened to be a pain in my butt.*

" Good morning." Smiling, I greet the workers I saw on my way out to the elevator.

"Good morning, Mr Osy." The few girls near me returned the greeting, while the others only waved.

Waving at them, I enter the elevator.

Pressing the button for my floor, I relax on its glass wall.

*

*

Mr Mar didn't make an appearance today, and I ended up getting more than the assigned work done. Smiling at my accomplishment, I took up my bag, and walk to Dozzy's office.

"Don't tell me you're through already?" Scratching his hair, Dozzy gives me a look.

"Of course I am. I had the works sorted out, that was why it didn't waste much of my time."

" I see." He pressed a button on his new system," care to help me?"

" Why should I?" I frown at him.