Disappointed
All the words which I shared with them, were created in my inner soul not to complain, nor to show how great I am...however to show that I don't have any reasons to ruin them and their so-called legacy. Though in contrast I'm the victim here ,who is not telling her side of story just because she doesn't have a back or anyone's support. Nor do I have the audacity to stand and fight for the assumption of their negative thoughts and suspicion ,cause....I'm not sure about the Innocence of mine. Honestly, I didn't remember anything which took place in that room ,I only remember the words of an anonymous voice; calling me towards her. Did I mess up?
Now ,I'm just leaving the decision to them after telling my biggest insecurities about my family. I bring myself together and brace myself for any decision of theirs, and if they meet my conditions ,I will surely wait here for their help. With these thoughts ,I leave from the door and give them privacy to discuss.