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I hate that you don't seem to be able to understand that I want to die every time I see you.

Why because I said I love you?

I didn't ask for your love I didn't wanted it to begin with. Your love is burdensome your feeling are too much for me to bear.

But I didn't ask anything from you, how can my feeling be a burden to you?

Because you felt the need to tell me

I told you the first we met that we were bind in a bond contract by fate and that all I wanted was my freedom.

If I need how to break the contract I would have done so already. Do you really think I wanted to be bind to a detach soulmate.