Forest of answers. part six.

Once I saw him looking at me like this and smiling , I heaved a sigh , deep deep deep inside...

now how can I save my stained dignity , should I start running ?

I hope he doesn't stuck my face in anyone's *ss for real , not even his , oh what I am thinking?

"l.... I want to say ..."

I said while trying my best not to look at his face , trying to resist the shimmering drops of peppery air between us , drawing valleys on his hard rigged skin like moist clam , and I like clams , yeah thinking like this just made things worst in my mind .

I didn't know what to say , I lost it , my words somewhere , I can't talk , I just need to focus and stop these feelings that drives blindly , why i am doing all of this because I saw a man ,like its my first time seeing one , besides who is he??.

" so did they brought you here ?" he said with that same tone and same voice of my dreams , i froze then looked at him and gazed .

What is supposed to mean anyway.

that changed my mood and widened my eyes.

"what , where did this came from ?"

he looked at me wondering .

is he playing with me??

"who are they , answer me !!!!" I said

"why I am here ?!!!"

I said it with all astonishment drawn in face, how did I dream about what he was going to say and his voice I recalled it precisely , it is the man voice of my dreams !!!!!.

he came to me and clinched my arms by both of his hands so tight that I felt like he tied me with chains not hands , yet it didn't hurt at all but I couldn't escape his grasp to my soul rather than my hands .

"do you remember, do you ??? "

"do you remember, do you ??? "

"do you remember, do you ??? "

he asked me repeatedly but I wasn't answering right away , he was so close , so close that my mind went blank , his breaths were warm , hitting the skin of me like fumes of rusty chimney .

but remember what exactly ,does he mean my dream , but I only dreamed it .

" remember what I don't get it , leave me please , I need to go....I can't stay." I whispered softly

"remember me "....he said and looked at me with saddness climbing back to his eyes...

"you .....don't ...."

he stopped talking for a while ,and started taking back his hands with little sarrow crawling on his face..

"I will never let you go , you are my answer , Muons " he whispered.

suddenly the sun light started to fade like a drop of ink in a blooded milk , erased quickly , and a cold wind blew for a second that froze everything around us , even my finger tips and my breath became shallow and cold, , I started to shake from coldness while he didn't blink but was alert , I can tell , the wind stopped , everything was flying around us dropped frozen dead to the grounds all dirt , leafs and insects even the poor twigs .

"we have to go ,NOW ,something is going on and I don't feel safe for you to be here " he said with seriousness even i agreed to him without argument.

he whistled 4 times , and a midnight raven horse came running, and didn't stop really, he ran near him and he rode it , he reared it ,and guided him to me .

" I am where the sun leaves , where the wind sleeps , and when the night sweeps , your destiny shall meets him" I remembered it in my mind .

I rode with him not questioning, rather but thinking .....

before we go I stopped his horse "wait , the tree " i jumped off the horse , and I went to it while his horse was starled so much , unable to stand still .

before we go I stopped his horse "wait , the tree " i jumped off quickly , and I went to it , while his horse was starled so much , so eager to leave.

unlike the horse I rode earlier but that horse was different it was tough like his owner .

I went for the dead tree I felt being driven to touch it , once I did , I felt it , that shiver that ran from me to the tree , so I was conquered few steps back from the unexpected surprise .

the tree where I touched started to excrete water so much that all the ground became muddy and it started to grow and nourish small flowers moving and dancing around me !!! , it started to grow in so unbelievable speed.

I felt so dizzy once I inhaledb the grains that came from the flowers. 

I was taken by it as I watched until water reached my knee , and didn't hear his calling like I was in delirium .

he kept calling and waving for me but somehow I couldn't see him.

this tree , this is why I am here , this is the answer to my nightmares, it is more like I will drown in few seconds now , and I am all here standing unable to move or think .

but he graped me from my waist , he did catch me like a Fisher catching a slow catfish , once I was on his horse he reared it that I fell directly in his arms and I am still falling ....

where he pulled me much closer to him that I could hear his heart beats , his warmth hugged me more than his hands did .

he started to go away from that place that started to sink in dark water , and something tells me that we were being followed by some creatures , I can see few shadows moving behind the trees lurking after us just from near distance, I kept watching our backs rather than forward , because I knew he was doing it for me.

and later we left the forest behind us.

I watched how far our castaway castle become , where we were punished and strayed away by the so called my father , how far it become, as far as he go , as much sad I was , my whole life I spent there,  I only watched back in silence , but my heart was already sore , seeing the trees behind us all dying in fast rhythm almost catching our trailes and the faster the horse goes  , I guess we are so far away from the kindom all I can see is the heavy rain and vapour arises in the forest like it is been cursed by zeus with so many thunder bolts , I didn't say anything , I was more in coma , as my mind kept analysing everything from the beginning.

After many hours that's almost the sunset .

I can say we are at different place not my acknowledged kingdom, but a strange one , I can see strange soldiers holding big weapons, dressed in exotic armours , even plants and trees are kinda different here and I can see a nearby castle ,ginormous black castle , like its made out of tibetan , yet shining like rare black pearl .

but why is he taking me there ? 

Remember when I told you I loved to crack open puzzles, I saw the horse saddle , it was alittle complicated but only if I graped this from here ....

voaaa laaaa

he noticed what I was doing but still he was caught by surprise. 

he " sto....."

he didn't complete his sentence .

we began to fall and i was prepared to get a hard hit from the speed and I closed my eyes but I felt I was hitting him rather than the ground.

before we fall he tried to tie it again but it was flutifle, he took a turn by his body around me , he manged to catch me, and enfolded me in his hug ,and took the hit for both of us .

he said " aughhhhh " and he rambled in pain .

"you are such a stubborn one "he said with cringe in his voice .

I pushed him aside and said

" where do you think you were taking me ?"

" you are welcome " he said with pain in his voice .

"what?!!"

"you meant to say thank you , right because I have just saved us ,so you are welcome " he said it why ironly moving his fingers mocking me .

"where are we now .... , I will go back and you will return me ".

"yes please go back but , can we go back in time when you were cute and touching my skin and.."

I didn't give him chance I started running out of no where , if there is something you should know about me is that I am a runner , literally I run for everything , specially when I am dying from shame ....

I heard him calling me loud I didn't pay attention I have to find my mother already , just seeing the woods from here it gives me chill it is raining heavy with thunder striking everywhere even when we are very far from it, it still gives me chills , what happened there wasn't ordinary for me or anyone but I am feeling rather weaker than before .

I entered the near village in my way, I found my self being watched and talked behind my back , nor my tored wet dress or my look would say that I am from here , I tried taking few steps forward when few people started to approach me with anger drawn in their face , just few seconds before I hear a horse stepping behind me and said to myself not again but was graped again.

"hold tight princess or they gonna kill you, they aren't your kind people you were raised with ...."