I had no idea how many topics could be brushed over any company of women. In fact, I didn't even remember the last time I was in a company where we did not have to discuss how to succeed to the throne and who was in favour of whom.
Talking normally, about subjects that did not really bring one any kind of benefit was something that I had never participated in. It was always something that I was after and at the moment, I felt nothing but… Wasted.
Was it really supposed to feel this way?
Because as far as I remembered, No one was ever interested in making a conversation that did not benefit them from anything.
The ladies did not think of any other. They gossiped, discussed problems and joked about each other.
Had I never thought of this life? A life where I could enjoy things as they were without trying to find the hidden intention of anyone? A life where there was nothing but a handful of duties for me to carry out and then some time for leisure.