The finding

I tried almost everything to find the red string doll but I couldn't and it became more and more difficult I couldn't use my legs so I had to crawl around using my arms. But when I entered my sister's room, she wasn't there, I rushed to my parent's bedroom not there, I heard them come home last night, I knew they couldn't have left, they were home!! I knew it but why wouldn't they there, I couldn't I see them!? I was scared enough, now this!? I was confused and scared, but I couldn't do anything. I looked and looked and looked for the red string doll I couldn't find it even though everything I have tried I just couldn't. This had to be a dream right? If it was real..... does this mean for me and my legs, I was scared and confused, and I wish and wish this would have never happened but it work wishes don't ever work for me. If they did my sister wouldn't be here, my parents would love me and I would be happy in life but now I'm here my legs turning into red string, my parents and sister still hates me, this is the nightmare of my life.