Brothers will always fail you

Recap 

What!!!"I say and I look at my brothers asking for help but they can't help. I made this mistake by myself. You may be wondering why I can't do anything about it. You see in our family if you mark someone and the person accepts it willingly you are stuck with them forever. No holding back. No saving. You carry your cross all by yourselves.

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"See you in two days baby doll" Xavier says as he walks out the room. I look at my brothers and they look mad at me. Wait no scratch that. They don't look mad they look disappointed. They had a chance to stop it. To reverse it but it's my fault. I acted on my impulses and now I have to face the consequences of doing that. 

Wish me good luck guys. I don't think I can handle it or stay with him. Just pray for me.