CHAPTER 65: Living a New Life

"Be gentle with yourself, learn to love yourself, to forgive yourself, for only as we have the right attitude toward ourselves can we have the right attitude toward others."

-Wilfred Peterson

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SOMEONE'S POV

It was already dark outside, and I am still out, standing outside the door of a well-known Hotel. 

I put my cigarette in my mouth, and fish my lighter inside my pants pocket. I lit my cigarette, and start smoking.

I heave a sigh, as I look at my front, where strangers pass by...

Some of them seem not to care about my presence, while some look at me with a face saying "what a weirdo" but I just stayed there not minding them...

I am already used to people giving me that look, and that's nothing new to me now. 

I loosen the tie in my neck and unbuttoned the upper two buttons from my white long sleeves...