Argument

"Are you sure don't want to either explain or say anything about it?" I asked him bravely.

Again, he sealed his lips again. But, he suddenly look into my eyes and grabbed my hands gently.

"I am sorry ! Hmm?? Please don't leave me like this .... You know that I still love you right? You know that all of this misunderstand, right? Hm?" he persuaded me as he kissed my hand gently.

"Huh? Do you still think that I still believe all the things that you say just now? Misunderstand you say?? Haaa ... Hajime, please don't make me laugh .... Haa .. seriously ..." I shouted him as I released my anger towards him.

"Just stop your nonsense and let me go already!! Ugh!! How annoying !!" I screamed again as I released his grip from my hand.

"B-baby!!! N-no I mean S-sabrina!! Wait!! Please!!" he screamed towards me.

But, before I can do anything, I noticed that the situation have calm down and I turned around to see what happened behind me. Then, there he is. The most suprising things happen right in front me. Hajime is kneeling down on the floor with his head bowing towards me. Moreover, he is sniffling nonstop and his body trembling like it was snowing here. He continuously sniffling, trembling and crying nonstop while pleading to me not to leave him. Now, the room was filled with sad sounds along with the sad vibes with the floor was filled with his tears.

"Stop it, please. Don't be like this. Just get up already." I said as I rolled my eye.

"I won't get up unless y-you listen to my explanation, please I am begging you" he pleaded to me as he shaked his head as no.

"What do you want to explain again and again?! I told you there is enough proof that you are totally cheating behind my back! Enough! I fed up with your excuses already! Just shut up! From now on, don't search for me again. Ah, I mean never ever find me again after this. We are done!" I screamed towards him sharply leaving him kneeling alone in front of the main door.

After that, I step out from my house and start my car. Right after I started my car ,I hold the steering wheel tightly as soon I started to pant heavily. "Ha ... Ha .. Ha ..." my car was filled with my heavy pant. "F-finally, I made it ... Haa .. I can't believe that I made it ... I did it .. " I said as I punched my chest hardly. Before I knew it, there are many tears drooling down on my flushed cheek and my hand move on their own by covered my mouth desperately. I got confused.

"What is happening here ... what ..??? Why am I crying over this stupid things ...?? R-remember that hes the one who cheated on you ... T-there is enough proof already ... Y-yeah .. I should feel relieved .. Why am I being like this ... " I said to myself as I punched my chest again and again as soon my breath got heavy again.

Before I knew, Hajime was already outside. When he saw that I don't leave yet, he quickly went to my car and started to knock the car's window like a crazy freak. I got shocked and fasten up my belt. But, when I tried to push the fuel paddle, he stopped me by standing in front of the car with his hand widely open.

"What is he doing ... Ugh" I said to myself as I honked him repeatedly. Unfortunately, he won't budge an inch. My anger is raising ... Sometime, everyone have their own limit right? Yeah, I guess I am already at my limit. Then, without thinking twice, I pushed the fuel paddle hardly.

"AHHH!!" he screamed loudly as he quickly ran away from the car when a screchh sounds came from the car's tires.

"N-no, S-sabrina!! N-no don't leave!!! Please!!! I am begging you!!! ARHHH!!" he screamed loudly with regret feelings in his scream.

Unfortunately, God wasn't on his side today. By using the rear view mirror, I saw him tripped by his own foot as he tried to chase me when I tried to leave with my car. My hand is trembling when I tried to drive. My eye was fully covered by tears. In result, I can't see anything on the road. To prevent anything bad happen, I stopped by the road.

"Ha .. Ha .. F-finally... Ha ... Urgh ..." I panted heavily as I rubbed my eye using the tissue to clean my eye for a bit and turn off the car engine.

Suddenly, my phone rang. When I looked the caller, I quickly declined the call. It was Hajime. He called and messaged me nonstop. Not long after that, my phone got quite a bit. I took my phone to check the time. It was 2 in the evening . After that, I turn off my phone and I looked in the front to calm myself a bit.

"Huu ... Haa .. Huu .. Its okay ... Lets do this ... I know I can do it ... Huu ... Haa ... " I spoke to my self as I take some deep breath to calm my self down.

After I found myself better, I started to turn on the car engine and drove off to somewhere place that can heal myself a bit. Not long after the drive, I decided to go that place. That place have a quite pretty view, a clean and fresh surroundings and that place somehow smelled good too. Ah, its been a really long time since I came here. Also, I remembered that I came to that place ... maybe ... last year?? Oh yeah, right before I got busy when I got promoted as the one of the best dentist in the hospital that I worked at.

Then, before I knew, I am already arrived at that place. After that, I parked my car and got out of from the car. As soon I stepped in that place, I took a deep breath again and again. Its been a really really long time since I had a fresh and clean air. The view have never change ... That brown bench is also at the same place as it used to be too ... That place was .....