Dear Diary ,
I feel at ease when it rains but when a girl is 11 years old we don't think of marriage. Or at least I don't think about such things . My mother says I have to pick a husband for future times. What exactly is future times?
I just want to live a normal life and just be a kid .
They made me wear a dress to these meetings.
How I was told life goes is you are born , you are to have an arranged marriage and should have a family.
Very simple no?
I don't know why the rush to do these things.
I think I am cursed to choose and maybe get fat with these meetings.
Two pictures and two boys who I will meet soon .
Both look charming . One is strawberry blonde and the other boy has a natural strand violet hair with blue hair. I know I have yet to meet them but I am excited. Here's me being positive about these things.
I do worry about the boys I have rejected.
I want to hear back from them but I don't get any letters back. What happened to the families I wonder?