Past memories part 4

"What is this." I was more confused then a few seconds ago. "Why are you asking me to sign this?" I had to ask. Why would he make me give up my birth right? What if something happened I wouldn't be able to take back control. What if we broke up. I refused to let him rule with someone else. If we separated he could easily get a girlfriend.

My dad gave me a look and started to explain. "It's for safety reasons baby. That way noone can try to manipulate you and take power. You know how easy it would be to manipulate you and trick you into loving them. I always tried to shelter you because I knew that love was your only weakness." I thought about it. Noone could get me to love them as long as I loved Luther right, so what was he so worried about?

"Why do you think someone was going to trick me?" I looked to him and than to Luther. "I love Luther and He's the only person I will ever love. You know that. I'm cursed I can only ever Love one person so there's nothing to worry about." I looked down at the paper and thought about how it was growing up. How my father made sure to never let me date or talk to anyone until one day he introduced me to Luther.

That day he told me that I was to marry Luther and it was time to give my heart away. I was against it at first. Luther was the most powerful Dark god and I was completely light. But after awhile I gave him a chance because of how sweet and perfect he was to me. I ended up falling completely in love with him and now here I am. That's my curse I can never fall out of love with him but I can leave if it came to it.

"If someone were to give me anything that involved the Goddess of Love, It would only help Luther. Noone else. We don't have anything to worry about anyways, What if I sign this and he leaves me and rules with someone else?" I wanted my dad to see things straight. He looked at Luther and gave him a look.

Luther grabbed the documents and used some magic and handed it back to me. I looked down at the paper and I instantly seen what he changed. As long as we were together I forfeited my rights to rule to Luther. If we ever separate I would rule until we got back together again. This was probably the best document I could ask for. He would never want to leave me and I wouldn't have to fight for power back.

"Are you really okay with this?" I asked Luther while checking for any loopholes In the document. There was only one which wasn't that bad. It was as long as Luther wanted to be with me He would rule nomatter the circumstances. I wasn't worried because he would genuinely have to want to be with me otherwise I would rule. It was a win, win for me.

He gave me a perfect smile and said of course. Before He could change his mind I grabbed his hand, cutting his finger for a blood oath. After I cut mines and than my father's, I started the oath that would make this document unbreakable. It would stand forever with the amount of power I was using. I made sure of it. I wouldn't even be able to break it.

After the room was filled with my magic and The document was set in stone, I smiled a big smile. This was a great day. As I looked at Luther and my dad that good feeling started to go away. The way they looked made me think I made the wrong decision. They looked like they just accomplished something that was out of reach.

I looked at them both weirdly. Luther looked at me and gave me a big smile. Something wasn't right. I needed to go think. Why did it feel like I was on the outside of a joke. "I'm going to bed." I stated while standing up. "No." Both my dad and Luther yelled at the same time, alittle to late because I had already basically teleported away.

And that's when everything hit me. The room, The pictures scattered all over the floor to my left, the fact that I couldnt Remember how this happened. How I couldn't Remember anything before the document. Fuck the document. My dad tricked me. Luther tricked me. I thought as I picked up the picture perfect pictures that proved I was a fool. I just signed over my legacy and now I either stayed with Luther or left while he ruled with someone else.

I could not let that happen. I had to leave. I teleported instantly out of the mansion to think of a plan. First I had to get my memories back. That was the easy part. Let's start with that. As I began a spell to get my memories back I starting to think of what I was to do. Obviously my dad wasnt on my side. I had to take over and fight back. How was I going to stop him from being in power. The only solution was erasing his memories. Before I could think of a fool proof plan the memories hit me full force.

All the memories were too much. I should've never brought them back. I was weak when it came to love. How could they hurt me so badly. How could I escape fate. Luther would never let me go and I couldn't live with out him. The love was too strong. I only seen one option. I had to block everyone's memories and make it like we never really met. It was the only way as long as he didn't know, the document could never be used. and I had to try to block the love I had, that would be the hardest part.

It's time to say goodbye Luther. I will always love you in the back of my mind and I'll miss you even though you'll never remember us. I thought as the magic filled the room I was hidden in. Power was bouncing off the walls. I needed to much magic to make this work. I had to tap into all my powers and once that happened I could never be able to tap out again. So this was goodbye forever to the love I never really had.