Was it a mistake?

"W-what hav-ve i done?" The girl said while shaking. She regretted it. What she did was wrong. She really believed that. She sat on her bed and just stared at the floor, with tears refusing to come out of her eyes. Here's a little advice. No one will feel better after wounding another. If anything they will feel guilt. So live your life to the fullest and try to live everyday as if it's your last day here. That way you will live with little to no regrets.

Unfortunately our little girl can't understand that right now. She took out her razor and went to the bathroom. 'Wrongdoers… need to be punished.' She thought very depressed. She took the razor to her arm and sliced her skin. It cut deep and there was crimson red blood gushing out of the wound. She cleaned up the blood to make sure it wouldn't get on her clothes, that way no one would know of what happened.

The next day it was Christmas Eve. Early in the day her family went shopping for gifts and when they came back it was reading time for our girl. She sat down on her bed and read something.

When she was done reading she pulled up her sleeve to see what the cut looked like. It had purple around the wound and it looked infected. She hoped they wouldn't need to chop her arm off like they do in the movies. After checking her arm she decided to sit down and watch something while eating Christmas cookies. They were delicious and she quite enjoyed them.

It was then time to go to bed and she wasn't happy about that so she begged her mom to let her stay up a little longer and her mom agreed. She stayed up and drew something. It was a girl who was holding an ice cream. The drawing looked very cheerful and nice. After she was done with the drawing her mood was better than before. She went to bed and fell asleep.

*dream*

A girl was corned by a group of boys, they pushed her in the ocean off a bridge. She couldn't swim so she started screaming for help. They just ignored her and started laughing. She stared to drown and thought 'so this is how it ends. As she was embraced by the body of water she stared sinking deeper and deeper. She closed her eyes and stared crying. Though you couldn't see the tears because she was in water.

*end of dream*

She woke up in a cold sweat and thought 'that's strange, why did I have that dream?'