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The girl with scars

This story is about a girl who struggles with life. Someone who self harms and has suicidal ideation. Someone who wants to die really bad, can she find meaning in her life? Note that this covers topics that are sensitive to some people. Also I’m not recommending or in anyway encouraging self harm. Self harm can lead to dangerous things and can lead to things you wouldn’t expect. (Cover belongs to me)

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The incident

The security came and grabbed her arms and feet. They tried to strap her down to the bed. She almost managed to get away from them but failed. They managed to get her on the bed and locked her in a room. She started insulting them saying they enjoyed strapping girls down and called them a pervert. After they left she struggled to get a hand out and managed to do it but they saw. They quickly came into the room and tightened the hold on the straps. She wouldn't clam dow so they gave her a shot called helldol (I don't know how to spell it) it was supposed to weaken her to calm her down. But unfortunately after they released her she had an allergic reaction. That's when her mom came to visit they hadn't told her what happened and she was shocked at the state her daughter was in.

The next day she was discharged and she got traumatized from the incident, but she couldn't blame anyone since this was the result of her stupid decision. One week later and she was at the bank with her mother and a security guard came up to the car, not to talk to her but was just checking the car next to her. She started shaking as a result. That's when she realized that she had another trauma to deal with. One week after that she was sent to CAPS again. After she was discharged she finally began therapy. It was a girl but the first therapist… not so good. So after the first session they changed her to a new on. This time it was a man. Two weeks later she was in CAPS again. This time she revealed that her brother had touched her inappropriately. She really didn't want to share it, because that would just be more proof that she didn't have a normal family. A case finally opened. It was closed on her laser admission to CAPS. This pattern continued for a few more times and then one day she got a cat. She named the cat Miku. A few days after she got miku she went to ESU she stayed there for a few days and then went home but when she found out how much her cat missed her she decided that she couldn't go back to the way it was before.

And then soon it was her birthday. Her birthday was in September. In the future she would wish September never came. She had started hearing voices, so she went to get therapy for that. On the call they asked her if she felt like she was in danger and she said yes. That was when the lie started. A week later she was having a breakdown and screaming that her mom was going to kill her just like him. Her mom and her friend kept asking how he was but she wouldn't tell them. After all it was a lie. The lie just escarpment there saying that he was someone online that she had met. Then she met him in person and he molested her. Then he turned into a she and it became a story of a mom and daughter working together to molest girls. They reported it to the police and she eventually told them it was a lie. Something happens though. Something she was afraid of. It was them losing trust in her. She wrote in her diary 'look what life did to me… it turned me into a liar, a person not even my own mother can trust. It turned me into a person who manipulates. I used to be so innocent and pure. I never thought that I would betray my mother because I love her.'