He didn't want Yun Shu to think it was all a dream, because it's a reality where he was standing beside Yun Shu, forever and ever.
"Xian'er?"
As if possessed by something, Yun Shu's eyes were hollow and blank, void of any emotions as she called out his name, instinctively.
Initially, Yun Shu didn't want to show this side of hers to Bai Yunxian, what if it affected his trauma and made him afraid of her?
The mere thought of this possibility was tormenting, Yun Shu took measures to get him away from her whenever she did the dirty work so that he wouldn't be able to see her in this state.
But, what now?
Wasn't he supposed to be on his way to the Capital by now?