Weakness

*Swish

*Swish

The sound was coming from my body.

as I look at my hand.

The skin of my hand was slightly red like it was in a 3rd-degree burn.

'Now that I think about it. That so-called mother shows a worried face when we first look at each other and say something like she will call a healer to check on me.'

I ran towards the mirror in my room again and look into it.

It all makes sense now. looking at my hand and face it was red like it had been burned. The sound was coming from my attributes Regeneration of vampire.

It was slow but the burning skin is being healed.

'Damn, I forgot that I was a vampire. '

My skin was burning because when I woke up. I go to the window and bathe in the sunlight like a smartass. It has been so long since I started reincarnating back and because of it, all my bad habits started to appear one by one.

'I don't even realize my skin was burning because of the attribute Fortitude.'

It lessens the pain.

As I was looking at the mirror. I noticed some changes in my appearance. My body build is all the same except for the burning skin my hair has changed from Auburn color like my mother to achromic white color. My beautiful golden eye is still the same as my mother.

The only possible time for this change to occur is when I was blackout yesterday as that was the last day of my body Reformation into a vampire.

'even while my skin had a 3rd-degree burn. I still look stunning tho.'

I smug for a bit while looking at my appearance again.

A very handsome pale skin youth with achromic white hair that goes along with the pair of golden eyes.

A few seconds pass, and my burning skin is fully healed.

*Knock

*Knock

as I was thinking about the prank that I can pull with this perfect face. The Knocking sound snaps me back to reality.

'That was fast. Does that woman have some running attributes or teleportation ability?'

In actualities, half an hour has already passed since that woman left the room.

This is troublesome as the woman that gonna come was a pain in the ass.

'Might as well kill myself if she annoyed me too much with her disturbing personality.'

I have no reason to waste time on some loving mother relationship.

I close the window and sit on the bed.

"come in"

I said.

A man that looks like in his 70 enters the room with my mother.

squinting my eye a bit I look at an old man who can't even walk properly. we have the same hair color but that old man looks like he gonna die just from a slight push. He doesn't even have enough mana to be a healer.

'does this woman was getting scammed or something.'

"young man are you alright? Your mother had told me about your skin has a burn and is in a bad condition but you look quite healthy to me."

"I think she just had a misunderstanding as it had been quite long since I woke up and her emotions get the better of her."

"Mmm, you're right but for safety, I will do some health check-ups."

"yup, alright."

I had nothing to worry about as the Vampire is the closest race that had the same characteristics as humans. So there was not much change happen in my body. Except for their race weaknesses, this doctor will not find anything other than that.

'and for the demonic energy I can just hide it as it was not even in the quantity that can be noticed.'

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"Alright everything is okay, there was no curse sign like in the past. It was suspicious but still it was a good sign. His pulses are normal his body had no wound, his skin had become pale but that might be the side effects after he fall unconscious for far too long. With some healing potion, that problem will be solved so nothing to worry about."

"Just watched him for some time to see the body progress. Other than that your son is completely healthy."

"Thank you, doctor."

After that, the old man smiled at me and leaves the room with my mother.

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"Fuuhh"

as I let out a breath of relief. I wish nothing more than to finish everything and go to sleep.

It's not like I can do anything with the sun up high above my head.

*knock

*knock

'damn, now what?'

"do you have some time son, I think we need to talk"

"No, I think I will need a rest. "

I refuse, As I was thinking of having my lovely nap.

" just spare some time, I need to talk about this"

"..."

Woman, why the hell does you even ask that question if you gonna force me into this conversation.

She entered the room while looking at me for a bit.

she put some food that she bring with her on the table and sat next to me.

awkward silence enveloped us.

"don't you have anything to tell me?"

The woman said.

After a short pause, breaking the silence while looking at the woman. I opened my mouth.

"Yes, I did"

Nodding my head whilst keeping my eyes on her, I responded.

"I'm sorry mother, I understand that this was my mistake as it was my arrogant that brought cursed upon me."

Why was I confessing the sin that I never do?

Because to be reincarnated doesn't mean that you can run from sin and responsibility. In fact, the moment I reincarnated inside this body or any other. Their past sin will inevitably become mine as their body itself will be owned by me. I had to shoulder their actions that had led to their life whether it was sin, good deeds, power, or responsibility. It will be part of me. Even if I kill myself the memory of that life will be engraved in my soul and I will need to bring it with me for another eternity.

'But It still doesn't mean that I will stop from doing what I want to do.'

"Yes, and you should. You know that you were unconscious for 4 months. I was taking care of you the whole time while thinking about losing my only son."

She was holding back tears while avoiding my gaze

I reach for her hand

"Thank you mother, for not abandoning me"

I smiled gently

"Don't worry anymore mother. I had realized my mistake and I will not repeat it."

as I sit on the bed facing her. I hug her.

"It's- Hard Bel! nothing work out for our family. I don't even know why."

"It's ok, It's not your fault. You doing great holding it all."

"Waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!" She burst out into tears and buried her face into my chest again.

Her hiccups and sniffles continued resounding inside that room as I kept caressing her head.

Her situation was not the worst but it was still hard for her. She had no place to lean for so she bottle it all and this is the result. She mourn a place where she can just let go off everything.

'she may be a dumb wanker but still, she had struggled in this life as a single mother. Even if it was an insignificant struggle in this vast universe. Still, if her struggle holds meaning for her. Then who is me to decide whether that was meaningless or not?'

"You did great mother."

.

.

"Have you calmed down now?"

"Yes, thank you." She sniffled. "And sorry."

"No need to be. This is what family are for, no?"

Wow, that line sure was cheesy.

"Bel, you change a lot since you woke up."

"Yes, you're right. I changed for your sake mother."

It's not like, I was trying to pick up the heart of my so-called mother but I was trying to create a safe distance in our relationship that it will not feel like we were too far and not too close for each other.

'yup, I was fulfilling the responsibility as a son.'

"Yeah, right." She giggled. "Bel, you should sleep now. You still need to rest."

At last, thank you for understanding Lady.

"Yes, you are right. I should."

as she finished her conversation. she wipes her tears and leaves the room.

At last, my freedom.

This entire back and forth has been pretty exhausting, to say the least.

Time to take a trial of death I mean sleep like a normal person and wait for the nighttime