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the first step is the will

Is an easy life really better than one filled with hardships? Is there a determined path or can I become something that I myself desire?

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I stood on my bed inside the university dorms and thought deeply, it has been half a month since I last talked with her and I'm still thinking about her question.

<Who are you?>

I tried to answer her a bunch of times but every time I tried to talk to her she looked at me like a wife would look at her impotent husband.

I don't understand what answer she wants from me.

Maybe it's some sort of test?

A challenge perhaps to test my intelligence or to awaken something.

whatever she expects it's in vain, really.

I am not some sort of special individual, I am barely a 5/10 in terms of looks and my intelligence is average.

My status is also nothing special.

I shake my head to clear the distracting thoughts and try to focus on one thing.

Ever since I started cultivating I noticed a small vortex appearing inside my mental space.

Zitnjia didn't appear to notice it so I treated it as something normal however when I asked her about it she looked at me with a confused look as if I was spouting bullshit.

I try to focus on it and it appears to be sucking my mind deeper and deeper into it, I focus even harder, and then boom, black.

I lift my head and rub it as I'm trying to take a look where I am but in my stupor I am blind.

I try to blink, rub my eyes, check if I'm dreaming, everything.

I try to touch the ground and notice I am in some kind of building since that floor is hard, flat, and cold.

Kinda like a hospital or lab floor.

I lift off the ground to try and find something to identify my current situation.

I try to touch but then I noticed that I couldn't feel the pain.

Why pain when I just touched something?

I addressed this question in my head but before I could think further a seething rage started building up inside me.

The anger one would feel when betrayed by their most trusted companions.

Memories awakened in my head as my body started moving on its own as my vision came back.

I felt like I was watching a movie, seeing my body move on its own.

Little did I know that was just the start of my torture.