Hearing Lucas's tone filled with sorrow and remorse, Julian was at a loss for words for a moment.
For eyes, Lucas looked like a person who had lost all his hope and aspirations while the whole person's life had been overshadowed by grief.
His eyes looked as dead as fish which had lost his soul.
"Lucas, you already know that I am just a burden to you, I have lost the sensation of the lower halves. If not for my high realm, I would have already died and joined the others."
"I am just a useless fellow who is holding you down. If I die, you would be free from all the burden and you don't even have to waste your time in searching for the treatment for me anymore."
"From the moment, you have saved me, you have wasted so much time taking care of me whereas you could have used that time in preparing for the war."
"And look at me, I am just lazing around without being able to provide you with any help."