Randoms 4

I don't know how much longer this series will go on but sorry to upload late currently I'm on vacation. Just got the time now so uploading it. So as I'm on vacation I have come to my hometown in Himachal, to spend time with family, and as you leave a place all the other people become unavailable. So all I have here is my family and some selective friends.

As I am here it's quite peaceful no constant car honkings, no people shouting and fighting, no office dramas, no getting jealous of the people talking with my Dewdrop, not knowing what her boyfriend said to her or what he did. I guess I'm just a side character in everyone's life. As soon as I leave nobody cares where I am?

I have people that I know or those who know me. But have not found a single one with pure loyalty. Dewdrop shows loyalty to me. But it's just that sometimes I think that she tries the push-pull strategy with me. She gives me a push saying " I'm no one to say anything to you. We are nothing" and pushes me away. Then I try to keep the thoughts to myself and she pulls me on saying some stuff to I'm in a confused stage.

No one will be able to understand even if I tell them. So all these thoughts I have kept to myself. But one thing that happened great is that my father has approved of her. He asked me about his family and gave me a timeline to set myself up and do business for a stable income. He approved and said that if I like I can introduce her to him and mother. I understand I'm younger than her and it might be that it's just an attraction but I know the difference between love and attraction and I know for sure about it. If I'm younger and earning equal or better than her then it just proves my capability and if I'm earning this much right now, I would be able to earn better by the time I reach the age of.

I am confident to commit to her but I don't what is on her mind. She is ready? Not ready? Confused? I know these decisions are not made in a month so just give them time I'll be available whenever she needs me even if stops talking. I'm just one call away if she calls me at 3 and says she needs me I'll go without asking the reason don't know how much time she will take to decide it and it's a path full of hardships and thorns.

But there's a saying that the lord prepares us for something and when we are ready he gives us the wish to make two souls in a way he first generates distance so I guess it is that. Hope to be with her today and in the future.

Next time I'll try to continue the story I left behind. So till next time. Till then Sayonara!