I'm Alive, Strangely Enough

Hey All. Daydul here. I'm sure you read the threadmark title. I'm still having issues with the bank, however, I have a bit more time. 

About 2 weeks, maybe 3 if I'm lucky. Due to this reignited timeframe, it has allowed me to properly take the risk in giving it my all with writing. I'm gonna be honest and say that I have in fact spiraled into a pit mentally, quite a few times over the past days since I made that last post. I didn't even think I would still be here at all to say the least. Funny that the main driving point for me now is the fact that I didn't finish my fics.

The fact that I didn't finish putting out these stories for you all. No matter though, I have more time now, and hopefully I can figure things out by then. Also for those that are curious, I probably won't see anything in regards to the funds that I'm missing from the bank until mid next month, and it will be way too late by then.

 I have updated my goal on kofi here: k.o.-f.i.c.o.m.(slash)oshimura In order to provide a more accurate description of the things going on. I have read all of the replies, and I am thankful for the wishes and good luck.

Honestly if it weren't for the positive reception that I have gotten from the fics, I would have fully given up. I did also think about someone adopting the fic, but I would rather just finish the fic myself, or get as close to it as possible within the time I now have. So, with that being said, I have a new schedule.

Everyday I will be posting a chapter for one of my fics. It may not be this one in particular, but I will be updating with a new chapter everyday, including today. Of course todays will be a bit later since I have to refocus my mind and calm myself. I have been kinda rebounding back and forth because of life. Constantly on the very bottom of the pit, to the middle of it. Never really getting out of it. I'm hoping that I can do my best to escape that during this time. If I manage to reach my goal on kofi, I will change up my schedule so its every other day, and I will probably make a new goal depending on the situation. ​

Once again, I know its a lot to ask since your reading this and probably thinking that either I went through the 7 stages of grief, or why in the hell would I support this person when they are taking their chances on fanfic writing of all things?

Well, I did say in the past that if I had a bit more time, I may have been able to get closer to my original goal. That, and I normally don't take risk, even if I believe that I will succeed. This time though, I need to, since this is the only thing I can do that I actually have a passion for. Sure, I will be doing work on the side to try and make ends meet, but I wont be able to make the amount necessary within the timeframe I have. 

But, thats neither here nor there, and probably TMI. That's the message from me though, once again here is the k.o.-f.i.c.o.m.(slash)oshimura .

Remember to only support if you are financially able to.

I will also be on my Discord here: d.i.s.c.o.r.d.g.g(slash)bxyrVhr7Hs if you wanna talk to me there. If anyone wants to mod for that btw, or knows a good way to organize it, lemme know. I would love some assistance on managing a discord to make it look better. Alright everyone, I will see you on the next chapter. Remember to stay safe, take care of yourself, and never give up. 

P.S. You all are awesome, you give me life, and I don't think I would be here without you all. Also, Life is a bitch.