#Chapter385
/"You think I haven’t asked myself this a dozen times?/" If I knew the answer to this question, then I would have picked already. Except the answers are not clear cut and all the variables and shit that goes with each girl make that question a mess to navigate. Sophie is the one with the entire loaded side of wrongs, boundaries, chaos, and guilt, so if I were picking the straightforward option, it wouldn’t be her.
Natasha is the clean, easy, right option, morally. No messy complicated family ties, scarred past and friendship to ruin. We were never friends before we dated, and her family do not have reason to be pissed at me being with her. Plus, we are closer in age and that’s a whole other thing.