Ren heard the sound of a butterfly moving its wings over the water, the hanging flowers rustling near the water; a fish came up and moved its tail, making the water in the lake move, and Kestrel, who was standing by the water, started to say slowly, "That person's name is…"
At that time, it felt like time was stretching on forever, and tons of moments from Ren's life went through his mind super fast.
When he was a kid, he didn't have parents, and life was hard. Back then, he was really little; when he was almost starving in the freezing cold, he would wish he was in one of the houses with warm lights; when he was sick and hurt, curled up in a corner, he would keep wishing for a family member to hug him.
He grew up by making lots of mistakes and falling over and over, without realizing it, wanting something deeply in his heart. Even though he didn't know what it was, he kept trying to find it, feeling lost and confused the whole time.