We have met before

Ethan saved me from Kevin. This is very shocking for me. One moment we were kissing and the very next he started drinking my blood and wasn't ready to stop !

Thankfully Ethan came and saved me in time because I couldn't push him away from me.

I don't know what to react and what to feel ?

Ethan almost convinced me that, Kevin won't do this again.

According to him, he was acting according to his natural instincts. Which is I guess right.

But he had promised me to protect me and not letting anyone hurt me; but he himself became the person to hurt me !

I don't know where is he right now. I just hope he is safe. According to Ethan, he is the most ashamed person right now for his act; he should be !

What he did wasn't right. I could've died then if, it wasn't for Ethan !

The day have passed and there is no sign of Kevin yet. Ethan made me dinner and we were chatting in my bedroom.

He diverted my mind from Kevin and we had a real conversation for the first time.

" You still haven't told me how did you knew me, when we met for the first time ? "

I said.

" It's a long story, darling. "

Ethan said trying to avoid the question.

" We have all the time. "

I said shrugging.

" It's a secret, actually. "

Ethan said.

" Don't you think you should share it with me, as it involves me ? "

I said.

" Well, It's not my secret to share. "

Ethan said.

" Then whoes is it ? "

I asked confused.

" Kevin's ! I can't tell you the whole thing but I can definitely tell you my part ! "

Ethan said smiling.

" That's like a good boy. "

I said clapping my hands cheerfully.

" You were spending your holidays in Paris 5 years ago with your parents. You remember that, right ? "

Ethan asked.

His sudden question caught me off guard. How in the hell does he knows that ? I haven't shared it with even Suzy !

" How couldn't I ? That's when I lost them ! But how do you know that ? "

I asked him.

" We were present there at the time of the accident and I was the one who saved your life then ! "

Ethan said.

" You got to be kidding me ! "

I said in disbelief.

" No, I am not ! You were in the back seat. A truck with full speed crashed on your car. You got threw out of the car by the impact of the crash and the car was set on fire and burst along with your parents in it !

That's what happened, I am wrong ? "

Ethan asked raising his eyebrows.

" Oh my god, you really were there ! "

I almost screamed in shock.

" Yes ! We were passing by and heard you screaming your lungs out and rushed there. Kevin went to check on the car and I came to see you.

When I reached there, you were unconscious. Kevin found your visa and passport along with your bag which was on your back.

I fed you my blood but you didn't got up so, I rushed you to the hospital. You were admitted there for few days and then you woke up.

We didn't wanted to be the ones to tell you about the death of your parents so, we submitted your visa and passport in the hospital.

We were daily checking on you. When the doctors said you were fit and could travel on your own, we gave the staff your ticket back here along with some money and that's how you got back here and that's why I knew you and you didn't ! "

Ethan said explaining what happened back then.

" But Kevin didn't mentioned any of this to me till now ! "

I said surprised.

" May be he thought that would scratch your wounds and make them bleed ! "

Ethan said shrugging.

" May be. But if, you visited me daily how come I never ever got your glimpse, even a single day ? "

I asked confused.

" We compelled you to forget that we ever met ! "

Ethan said.

" How is that possible ? "

I asked in disbelief.

" We have more powers than you think we have ! That's one of them. "

Ethan said explaining.

" Why compel me to forget we met ? "

I asked confused.

" We thought we won't meet again and our secret of being Vampires won't be revealed infront of you !

We couldn't have left you alive with knowing our secret, unless you were our friend. Now, you are our friend and know our secret as well. "

Ethan said smiling.

" What's Kevin's secret ? "

I asked couldn't helping the curiosity.

" Sorry, I told you that. It's his secret and he must be the one to reveal it, not me ! "

Ethan said shaking his head.

" Ugh...

You and your morals ! Can't you break it just once for me ? "

I asked attempting failure chance to get something out of him.

" Sorry. My morals makes me the person I am today and can't bend my morals, I am very sorry. "

Ethan said apologizing.

" I love that you don't change who you are for anyone; but sometimes I just want to kill you for the same ! "

I said getting mad.

" You can try it. "

Ethan said teasing me.

" Very funny ! "

I said rolling my eyes.

" No, I am serious. "

Ethan said trying hard not to laugh.

" Shut up ! Are you and Kevin both are really 3 thousand years old ? "

I asked changing the topic.

" Only you have the privilege to tell me and Kevin to shut our mouth. If it was someone else, he'd be dead by now ! "

Ethan said seriously.

That sent a chill down my spine. My eyes widened and I flinched away.

" Hey, relax. I already told you, you HAVE that privilege ! I won't hurt you. And please, promise me you won't change your behavior towards me just because I said it ! "

Ethan said like a little baby afraid someone might steal something from them.

" Ok. I promise. "

I said smiling.

" Good girl. And yes, we really are 3 thousand years old ! "

Ethan said answering my question.

" Aren't you bored living this long ? I haven't seen you with any girl; or boy for that matter ! Nor have anyone mentioned about your lovelife. How come you aren't bored alone ? "

I asked curiously.

" Well, I am straight for that matter ! I only like girls. And I had many girlfriends as I have been living for this long.

I had them and I lost them, as they weren't immortals like me.

And nobody ever mentioned about my love life is because, I don't share it with anyone. And you haven't seen me with any girl now, because I don't have anyone at this moment !

When you live for an eternity and have lost tons of beloved ones; you learn to let go and move on ! Because you can't live in present holding onto your past forever.

I did loved my ex girlfriends and I do miss them; but would it be fair for my current girlfriend, me still loving and missing my dead girlfriends when I am with her ? "

Ethan asked raising his eyebrows.

" Absolutely not ! "

I said.

He did made sense of whatever he said just now.

" That's the reason I am not bored even though, I have been existing for thousands of year now. "

Ethan said smiling.

" Haven't you thought of turning any of your girlfriend into a vampire so that, you two could be together forever ? Or haven't anyone of them asked you to do it ? "

I asked curiously.

" Almost all of my girlfriends have asked me; who truly loved me to turn them ! But I didn't. "

Ethan said.

" Why not ? Were you fade up of them ? "

I asked.

" When one is fade up of the other, there is better option of breaking up with them, don't you think that way ? "

Ethan asked scoffing at my words.

We both laughed.

" Of course it is. I was just... "

I said trying to cover my words.

" I was kidding.

I didn't turned them because, I loved them too much to put them through the torcher I have faced ! "

Ethan said shivering at the memory.

" Torcher ? "

I asked confused.

" Yeah, the blood lust ! I didn't wanted them to kill someone for their lust and then regretting it for their entire existence ! "

Ethan said sadly.

" Oh. So, you have never fulfilled any of their wishes ? "

I asked.

" Yeah, I did. I drank from them ! "

Ethan said smiling pleasantly at the memory.

" Oh. So, you killed them? "

I asked shocked.

" Wha... Killed them ? Why would I kill them, I loved them ! "

Ethan almost yelled sounding offended by my words.

" Just now you said the blood lust... "

I said hesitatingly.

" Darling, I am a 3 thousand years old vampire. I have my thirst under control ! I just drank some from them and stopped.

I never killed anyone while drinking; Um...

One ! Only one, in my entire existence ! "

Ethan said proudly.

" But...

The blood lust...

Does...

Kevin has his thirst under control like you ? "

I asked hesitatingly.

" Of course ! He have his thirst under control from the moment he was created ! I have one kill on my hands, but he ? None !

Um...

Actually..."

Ethan hesitatingly.

" So, he was going to...

But... "

I couldn't say what I was thinking as I was way too scared to give voice to my thoughts.

" You know what when, we drink blood from anyone, it satisfies our thirst. But when, it is from the person we love, it feels out of the world !

The closeness, the touch of the skin, the feel of the neck under our lips...

I can't explain the feeling in words, Amber ! "

Ethan said almost feeling that in that moment when he explained me.

Then he was talking and talking for a long moment but I didn't heard a single word.

I was thinking about Kevin doing the same and I pushed him away and made him feel guilty ? Was he trying to feel the thing Ethan just told me about ?

Why shouldn't I feel it once...

I did felt his fangs on my neck but...

Why didn't I...

Oh god have I hurted him...

What am I even thinking, ofcourse I have hurted him ! Where is he ?

I need to see him, like right now !

" Amber ? Amber ? Whats wrong ? I feel like I am talking to a wall. "

Ethan said waving his hand infront of my eyes.

" I need to see him, Ethan. I need to see him, right now ! "

I said eagerly.

" See who ? "

Ethan asked confused.

" Kevin ! I need to see him, right now ! Please find him for me... please Ethan ! "

I said eagerly and shaking with panicked to see him.

" Calm down, Amber. He'll return when, he is ready, we can't FIND him ! He is very good at hiding himself. One only can find him when, he allows it ! And... "

Ethan was saying something and I didn't wanted to listen to anything at all at the moment.

" If YOU can't find him, I am going to find him ! I can't just wait here and do nothing. "

I said impatiently.

" Listen to me Amber... "

Ethan tried to stop me.

" I don't wanna ! "

I interrupted.

" Ok, ok fine ! I'll send Daniel and Steve to find him. It's not safe. You don't need to get out at this hour of night. "

Ethan said giving up on me.

" You go too. I know he won't listen to them. He listens only what you say ! "

I said not wanting to take any chances.

" Amber, I can't leave you alone here ! It's too dangerous. And what if, he returned and we won't know he has returned ? They'll at least tell me his location and I can go and bring him back, is that ok with you ? "

Ethan asked softly.

" Ok. But tell them to find him quickly ! "

I said impatiently.

" Yeah. I'll don't worry. Stay right here, I'll be right back. "

Ethan said and left the room.