Tangled between them

Mother gave me a choice and left the three of us in the room to discuss what would we choose for me to be able to stay with my family forever and won't leave them in a few decades !

Ethan was clearly in oppose with me turning into a vampire like him, for he didn't wanted me to turn into a blood-sucking monster like him.

Kevin was in oppose with me turning into a werewolf just like him, for he didn't wanted me to face the unbearable pain of turning on every full moon !

Now what to do was the biggest dilemma for us. But we must choose either of it. We can't achieve what we want if, we back up because I am scared of the pain or remorse to hurt someone !

My brain have stopped working and I have no idea what to do or even think. I sat on the couch and Ethan and Kevin sat on either side of me.

They held my hand on their sides in their hand and stared caressing them soft with their thumb.

" What do you want to do love ? "

Kevin asked.

" I have no idea Kevin. My brain isn't working. You guys have to decide for me. "

I said absent-minded.

" No darling, you must be the one to choose. Later you shouldn't be like,

' I wanted to become a vampire but you made me choose to be a werewolf and now I regret this choice. ' "

Ethan said, softy.

" What do you mean she will regret turning into a werewolf ? "

Kevin said feeling offended.

" I didn't mean it like that. Consider the latter. "

Ethan said defending himself.

" For considering a latter, there need to be latter in the first place ! You didn't said anything but it. "

Kevin said getting mad.

" She understood what I meant. You don't have to be a perfectionist right now. Be practical, the situation needs it ! "

Ethan said getting on Kevin's nerves.

" You... "

" Shut up you guys ! "

I said irritated.

I pulled my hands from their and grabbed my head.

I love them so much but when their possessiveness gets the better of them; I just feel like punching and breaking their jaws !

What the situation is and what are they fighting over ? They need to calm down and just chill. Here my brain is chewing me out of what to choose and they are choosing their possession over my situation.

" Just shut up. If, you don't have anything fruitful solution for the situation we got, just get out and leave me alone. You guys are pestering me and getting on my nerves. "

I said clenching my jaw.

" I am sorry I didn't mean to. "

Ethan said holding my hand once again in his.

" Yeah, I am so sorry love. "

Kevin said grabbing my hand too.

Why do they have to get possessive every chance they get? Is this really necessary right now ?

I know they care for me and trying to calm someone down requires holding them. But when they know the other gets possessive when one does it, can't they hold in the urge to touch me infront of the other ?

In the beginning I loved the feeling that they both are possessive for me and the thought of someone else touching me or having me gets on their nerves.

But now that I have experienced their possession and obsession towards me, I am done ! I don't want them to be jealous of the other as it get on MY nerves !

I love both of them and want them close but not wanting to rip each other's throats or hearts out for me or because of me !

I want them to understand that, I love both of them the same and no one less than the other so, they need to calm down.

But they don't get it and tell me to understand that, their emotions are way to heightened and amplified than mine and so, I can't understand why they feel rage against their own brother for touching me infront of them !

And when I still argue with it the just ask me one question if, I will be ok if they got involved with someone else ?

Of course not ! They are MINE !

And when I say the above line, they are like,

' Exactly ! We feel the same for you ! '

I wouldn't have been with the two of them if, it wasn't for the unfavorable circumstances. And most importantly, they agreed to be ok with me being both of their partner ! And now, they can't stay true to their own words !

" Ethan, I am not sure what to do ? You are right I won't be able to survive the guilt of killing people to continue my existence ! "

I said thinking about it.

He himself told mother that, I won't be at ease at the thought of hurting humans ! But when I suggested that becoming a werewolf is a better option for me, his expressions changed. Like he wants me to become a vampire instead of wolf ! What is happening ?

" Yes, love that's the best option for you. You will have to go through the pain only the first time of your transformation. Then mother will get a moon pendant just like mine.

And after that, you won't have to worry about the pain of turning on the full moon or killing people for your existence ! "

Kevin said excitedly.

Though Kevin was happy at the thought but someone was fuming !

Ethan was growing low in his throat. It was a very low growl but I got used to listening to it very often as they fight for having my possession completely to them.

What the hell ! I am dying here to decide what way should I choose to stay with my family forever and my family is ready to fight any moment now, for wanting me to choose their way !

I thought it would be fun to have two loving and caring partners but didn't thought it would come with such high level of possession from both of their sides. I am badly tangled between them !

I love them both and don't want to hurt either of their feelings. I always think about the outcome before doing anything so that, they won't feel I favor either of them. But they never think about my feelings.

I feel sandwiched between their possession and obsession towards me. And it's not like anyone have a bit less than the other.

Their love and possession created millions of butterflies in my stomach in the beginning but now it have become a headache for me !

If, I asked them for help in no matter what, every time I have to keep aside whatever is troubling me to stop them from tearing apart eachothers as, they want me to accept their solution and not the other's !

" Ethan, calm down. He does have a point. "

I said thinking practically.

" What do you mean he have a point ? "

Ethan asked in disbelief that I actually considered his option.

" She mean what she said ! Turning her into a werewolf won't cause her the resentment against herself for killing innocents ! And she can have a normal human life ! "

Kevin said pissing Ethan off even more.

When I am talking why does he have to ? I was gonna talk to him in a better way ! And anyways they think the other is trying to manipulate me into choosing him over them. And Kevin saying this would definitely piss Ethan off.

" Shut up. I was not talking to you. "

Ethan said almost hissing at him.

Here they go again !

What should I do ? Shall I give up on the idea of being an immortal and just die soon to keep them away from each other's throats ?

" You do not talk to me that way, brother ! "

Kevin said growling at him.

" Shut up guys ! "

I yelled irritated.

Both of them kept quiet.

" Just shut up. Don't start fighting over this minute thing now ! You guys fighting over the useless things is making wanna let go of the thought of staying with you guys forever and just die within a few decades, instead of watching you guys fighting over me ! "

I said frustrated.

" Don't say that, darling. Please, it hurts my heart. Please don't say that. "

Ethan whispered softly.

Kevin got up from his place and kneeled before me.

" Don't say such heartbreaking things love. You know we can't live without you. You are the reason we are happy in our lives.

And about we being possessive over you it's gonna take time for us to adjust to it. You are his love partner he dearly loves and so, it's impossible for him to watch you with me.

And I have already marked you so, that makes you my Luna and I can't stand the thought of you being with him.

I know we promised you that, we will behave ourselves and would be ok with the other being in your life other than ourselves but darling, you have to understand us. The thing we are trying to do is completely against our nature it would take time to accept it completely. "

Kevin said caressing my palm softly.

" Yes darling, we don't do it on purpose it's our natural instinct to act that way. We don't do it to get on your nerves, belive us. "

Ethan said softy.

" I understand everything guys. Do you guys take me for a fool ? But your actions make me let go of the thought running wild in my head and stop you guys from tearing apart each others.

I am afraid of the same thing. What if, someday something happened so bad that, you actually started fighting and got the other killed ? What would I do ?

And you say it would take time for you to adjust to the situation but from what I see, your possessiveness is increasing day by day instead of reducing !

I love you guys so much and don't wanna loose anyone of you. I don't love anyone of you more than the other. I am tangled between you two and watching you fighting like this makes my heart hurt.

Sometimes I feel I shouldn't have come to your lives in the first place so that, now you two brothers won't be ready to kill the other for me ! "

I said feeling guilty and helpless.

" Hey, what are you talking about ? We aren't ready to kill eachothers. Though we are possessive towards you but we are brothers ! We have been together for thousands of years now, we aren't thirsty for eachother's blood. Relax. You are overthinking. "

Kevin said trying hard not to cup my face infront of Ethan.

" Yes. He is right. We don't want to kill our own brother. Relax. "

Ethan said patting my head lovingly.

" Are you guys sure you won't hurt eachothers for me ? "

I asked.

" Ofcourse darling. Why would we lie to you ? "

Ethan said softly.

We then talked about so many things they have doen because of me or for me and forgot the original topic we were discussing.

" Have you decided what do you wanna be ? "

Mother said entering the room.

" See, this is what I was talking about. You guys start fighting and I need to keep my problem away and calm you down first and then, we forget what the problem was ! "

I said pinching both of their ears.