Soft Heart of the devil

So much have happened in just two days ! We found Mother. Amber found out Kevin killed her parents. Kevin almost lost her. And now, Kevin started fight in the bar !

I know it's Freya who started it but he could have handled it nicely ! But he is Kevin; unless there is some drama or bloodshed, nothing interests him !

Amber is high and she isn't in the mood of getting home. She wants to spend some time in the garden. We found one on our way home and it was closed !

Ofcourse, which garden would be open at 1 am ? We decided to jump over the high walls of the garden. Kevin was trying to lift Amber up in his arms so that, he could jump in with her; but she wasn't listening to him.

" Come on, love. Let me pick you up ! Otherwise how will we get inside ? "

Kevin said trying to convince drunk Amber; who just sobered up watching Kevin starting a fight at the bar !

" I wanna fly ! I will fly high and then...

Ouch !

Aah it hurts ! "

Amber moaned in pain.

She tried to jump and fell down before we could grab her !

" You are high right now, Amber ! Try to fly tomorrow when, you will be sober ! You'd end up hurting yourself and nothing else like this.

Listen to us. Let HIM take you now and YOU can take him tomorrow in your arms, is it ok with you ? "

I said trying to get her listen to us.

" Umm...

Yeah sounds good ! "

Amber said nodding.

Thank god !

He picked her up and we jumped in the garden. It was a very nice place. So many types of trees, bushes and flowers. The breeze was slow and cold and it felt very nice.

We were about to sit when, she started running like crazy and Kevin behind her trying to stop her !

She is looking like a toddler who got to see such a place for the first time in her life ! She is so innocent and beautiful. I couldn't help smiling like an idiot watching her happy being a child.

" Kevin, I'll get her some lime soda so that, the alcohol settels down. "

I said taking my eyes off her unwillingly needing her to calm down.

She is high right now she won't feel it. But she will wake up tired and sore tomorrow if, she won't stop now.

" Sounds like a great idea ! "

Kevin said agreeing with me and shaking his head at her, feeling the same as me;

SHE IS IMPOSSIBLE !

I jumped out and went to a bar and got some lime soda for her and Kevin. When I returned, she was sitting on the edge of the pool dipping her legs in the water; her head on Kevin's shoulder and his arm around her shoulder!

I am not a jealous or an envious person at all but I get jealous and envious of Kevin for having her !

I took those filthy thoughts out of my mind and went to them. I handed the soda to her and sat beside Kevin and handed him his bottle. They opened the bottles and started sipping slowly, observing the beauty of the moon.

" The moon is so beautiful ! "

I said admiring it.

The moon had fascinated me since childhood and it's still the same. I just love sitting alone admiring it with soft music in the background.

" Indeed it is ! "

Amber said gazing at the moon, smiling.

" You people are saying so, because you don't need to break each and every bone in your body and turn on every full-moon ! "

Kevin said groaning.

I couldn't help laughing. He punched me in the gut,

" Ahh... it hurts ! "

I said.

" Less than what I face ! "

Kevin said rolling his eyes.

" Tell me about yourselves, guys. What is the best and the worst thing about being who you guys are ! Anything. You go first Ethan ! "

Amber said chiming excited to know.

" I can't think of anything right now... "

I said blankly at her sudden question.

" Stop chickening out and just tell me. "

Amber said.

" Ok, let me think...

Ah, yes !

The speed, power, immortality, getting to live all over the world; as we can't live on a place for more than 30 years !

And the worst part is...

Loosing the loved ones and friends ! "

I said sadly.

" Yeah, it IS the worst part ! What about you, Kevin ? "

Amber asked him.

Actually, even I wanna know that about him !

" Obviously the favorite things includes the traveling and power. And even drinking without getting drunk; unlike you did ! "

Kevin said teasing her.

We started laughing and she punched him hard.

" It IS true ! "

Kevin said laughing and teasing her even more.

" Shut up. I didn't asked you to troll me. We are talking about you ! "

Amber said scowling at him.

" Yeah. There are many favorite things. No body can kill me and me ? I can kill anyone who is a threat to me !

The power, the fear in the eyes of people for me; I love everything ! And among all, immortality !

I have no regrets in my life except for one... "

Kevin said staring in the pool sadly.

" What ? "

Amber and I asked together.

" The most favorite part is also the worst part of my life !

This immortality !

I have been frozen at my 25. I am not aging a day. The stopped age isn't the problem, being frozen is !

And... "

Kevin said even more sadly.

He stopped taking and looked at the moon. He looked like he'd cry any moment ! What it could be ?

Amber wrapped her arms around him.

" What about it, baby ? "

Amber wispered softly.

" The most loathing thing I feel for being a frozen hybrid is...

I can never become a father !

I can't have my own family ! This the biggest regret in my life for being what I am ! I can never be a fath... "

He couldn't talk anymore.

Tears rolled down his cheeks and didn't even tried to hide them.

He was crying !

I've never seen him cry in his entire existence ! He CAN cry because he have the wolf gene; I can't even do that !

He've never cried since our childhood. But today, at the thought of never becoming a father he...

He is crying !

Amber wiped his tears and hugged him tight.

" Shhh. Don't cry, baby. It's ok. Everything comes with boon and a curse ! It's upto us, how do we handle them. We can always adopt a baby if, you want... "

Amber said trying to calm him down.

" If I wanted to do that, I would have done it a long ago, love ! I WILL become a father if, I adopted someone; but it won't be mine biologically ! I regret THAT ! "

Kevin said crying.

I never know he thought about it like this ! The cold blooded, heartless monster was crying because he couldn't be a father and can't have his own family !

This is a completely different Kevin I am witnessing right now. So, there is a soft and vulnerable heart inside the merciless monster !

" I remember the day, you were born brother ! "

Kevin said turning to me.

" Father was so happy, like he was the most happy person on the entire earth ! The moment he picked you up in his arms, tears rolled down his cheeks. He kissed you all over and hugged you and kept you close to his heart !

I've missed that ! Father never looked at me with even 1 % of the affection, with which he used to look at you ! Let alone hugging me or holding me close.

I wanted to become the father who my father couldn't be ! But my destiny had something else written for me. I'd give up anything to become a father ! "

Kevin wispered with a shaky voice.

He cried for so long. Amber didn't let go of him. I felt very sad for him. He was right, father never treated him as a human, let alone as his son !

He didn't deserved to be treated like that ! In fact, it wasn't HIS fault that he wasn't his son. He never blamed Mother for having an affair with someone else and treated Kevin without any affection, he seeked from a father !

I still hate my father for mistreating my brother. When he died, I felt nothing; though, he loved me with all his heart !

I loved Kevin. He never treated me badly, even though father treated him bad for ME ! He always loved me. Whenever Mother gave him some sweets, he used to share them with me; even if, she already gave me some !

He has always been my helping hand, my brother, my friend, my protector !

He have never let me alone in any situation. If there was any problem, he was standing infront of me to face it before it reached me !

And so, me feeling envious for him having Amber is wrong at so many levels ! Thank you Mother, for answering my questions as always !