Monster

What have I done ! I shouldn't have attacked her like that. What was I thinking ? How am I ever gonna face her again ?

I told her I loved her and then I attacked her ! I am sure after tonight, she'll never see my face again. If that happens, how am I supposed to live ?

I should have apologized her and what did I do ? I ran away ! By the way it was safe for her me being away from her.

What should I do now ? Shall I go back to her ? Will she accept me ? My love ?

No !

She won't !

I broke the promise I made her, myself. I promised her I won't hurt her nor would Iet anyone else hurt her and what did I do ? I hurt her myself !

She'll never forget my betrayal. She'll never forgive for I stabbed her in the back !

Actually she shouldn't forgive me. I don't deserve her nor her forgiveness ! I only deserve to be hated and avoided by a pure soul like her.

She is the angel and I am a devil, we don't make a match at all !

But...

I can't live without her !

In my entire existence, I've never felt this strongly for anyone but her. How can I let her go ? If she'll leave me, I'll become a complete monster ! She keeps me sane.

Without her...

I can't even imagine what will I become !

I think I should apologize her and may be she'll forgive me. If she won't, I'll beg for her pardon ! I'll go on my knees and cry for her to forgive me.

I think she loves me too, she'll forgive me. But I can't find it in myself to go and face her !

Who... who is that !

Is it...

Daniel and Steve ?

What are they doing here ? They shouldn't find me, I should hide more properly.

" Kevin ? Kevin ? Come out, Amber is looking for you ! "

Daniel said scanning in the dark.

What ? She is looking for me ? I should...

No !

This can be Ethan's plan to lure me out ! I won't fall for his plan. Why would be she looking for me ? The way she was looking at me from behind Ethan's back, she would never want me close to her again !

" Kevin ! We know, you are here somewhere we just can't spot you. Just come out ! She is really looking for you.

She begged Ethan to find you and he didn't wanted to leave her alone that's why, he sent us ! Trust me. "

Steve said seriously.

Is that possible ? Are they really telling me the truth ? But what if, I trust them and find out its a lie ?

Then what ?

I'd say the karma had it's way to teach me a lesson for not keeping my word ! I think, I should go out and see what they...

" Wait. I know you don't believe us. Ethan gave us this idea, see for yourself ! "

Daniel said.

What is he doing ? He took out his phone and...

" Ethan we can sense him here, just can't spot the exact location. Get her on the video call ! "

Daniel said on call.

After a few moments, his phone rang and...

" Kevin ? Kevin ? Where are you ? "

Amber !

She is searching eagerly on the screen. As if, she could spot me !

" Kevin please come back ! I am sorry for the way I reacted ! I am sorry, please come back. Please don't turn your back on me like this. I am waiting for you. Don't... please... "

Amber said eagerly searching on the black screen.

She couldn't say anything anymore, she started crying !

Why is she crying for a monster like me ? She shouldn't... but she is ! I must go ! I jumped infront of Daniel and Steve and surprised them.

" Woah ! Where the hell do you came from ? From thin air ? "

Steve said flinching back.

" Good Jesus ! You scared the hell out of me, Kevin ! "

Daniel screamed in surprise.

I didn't paid attention to them and snatched the phone from Daniel.

" Amber, please don't cry. I am coming, love. Please don't cry ! "

I said trying to calm her down.

She nodded while crying. She was looking at me just the way she was looking when, she first saw me; mesmerized !

I blew her a kiss and she blew back ! I didn't said anything to my searching team and ran as fast as I could to my love !