I Am a father now

I am a father now ! I can't believe it yet. I never thought I could become one someday. But here she is ! Sleeping sound in Ethan's arms, looking just the little version of the love of my life !

She looks exactly like Amber.

Ethan pressed his lips to her forehead and was about to put her on her bed,

" Let me hold her, brother ! I haven't took her in my arms yet. "

I asked him to hand her to me.

I gently took her in my arms and gazed at her lovingly and a bright and big smile was on my face !

A proud father !

I am so happy we both got to become a father when, it was next to impossible to happen ever !

I couldn't help running my fingers on her cheeks and talk to her.

" You know, I was as mesmerized as I am right now when, I first saw your Mother ! You look just like her.

Be like her and win everyone with a pure heart and loving nature. Don't be like me, I had almost lost you and your mother because of my impatience and aggressiveness !

I am so happy that, you happened in our lives or I'd had been somewhere else and without my humanity. Hurting people, killing them for fun and not even feeling guilty about it !

But love, don't be like your dad. Just as you look exactly like your mother; be like her !

I don't want you to face whatever I did as a child ! I want a good and happy life for you. You should never face any trouble. I wish there is not a single sad moment in your life. I wish all you have in your life is happiness and love.

You have got a big and nice and overly protective family ! Two loving and possessive uncles. Two loving, strong, immortal and most fierce Dads in the world and the most innocent and loving and caring mother ever !

I had a terrible childhood and I swear I'd never ever let you face a single thing I faced as a child. My mother did something she shouldn't have and my Dad disowned me !

My step dad made my life a living hell for not being his own flesh and blood ! And what did my mother did ? She let him treat me like I was some trash !

But look at YOUR mother, she fought for, you should have the love of two fathers ! Even I had two fathers and I didn't received the love of even ONE of them !

And you my love, have two dads who'd die for your one smile ! I wish my mother had done the same your mother did for her child !

I love you so much my child, I'll do everything and anything for you to be happy and safe... "

I couldn't say anything anymore.

I was crying holding the little life in my hands. My tears fell on her cheeks and she opened her eyes and looked up at me.

I don't know how she does it but she was looking sad to see me sad. She reached her hand and touched the tears on my cheeks. It became so overwhelming, I started crying like a baby and hand her to Ethan.

She was in his arms, yet she was trying to come to me. Ethan brought her to me and she started struggling to get back in my arms.

I wiped my tears and took her in my arms. She craned her neck and I lifted her up and she...

Oh my god, she kissed my cheek !

I kissed her all over and held her close to my heart.

Her gesture was so sweet, even Ethan couldn't hold his tears back and then, she went to him and kissed him as well !

What IS she ?

She is born just a few hours ago and she is so strong to do activities on her own as struggling in our arms ! And she is understanding the emotions and expressing her as well !

She can't be normal !

Ofcourse ! We have seen her communicating with us with colors and shapes on Amber's belly !