Fucking his smell off

What have I done ? How could I have let him do that to me after what he did to me in past and...

I practically cheated on Ethan !

Oh my god, how in the hell am I gonna face him now ? What would he do when, he'll find out about it ?

I don't wanna loose him forever because of the mistake I committed in the moment of the heat !

Oh god, please don't let him leave me. I have loved Travis and lost him, loved Kevin and lost him. But now, I don't wanna loose Ethan as well; at any cost !

What would he think of me when, he'll discover what have I done ?

Fuck !

I should have slapped him when he kissed me, instead of kissing him back !

He returned to my room once again ! What do he want from me now ?

" What do you want now ? "

I screamed.

" I forgot my jacket ! I love it so much I can't loose it. Where did I put it ? Oh, it's right beside you. Can you please give it to me ?

Oh, you can't ! You might be a little weak in the knees, right ? "

Kevin said and smirked at me !

I know what he is trying to do !

" You wanna talk about earlier ? Fine, talk ! "

I said crossing my arms.

" That's the thing love. I don't know what to say or do or think anything ! "

He said and came closer to me making me step back till my back was against the wall behind me.

" All I know is, right now I just wanna rip your clothes off right here and throw you on the bed and kiss every single inch of your body and fuck you hard again, while everyone in this house listen to you moan and scream my name ! "

Kevin wispered erotically in my ear.

Oh my god !

His every single word made my heart race like hell. He said every word so sensually and made me really go weak in the knees; again !

" This is probably a bad idea, isn't it ? "

Kevin wispered again.

Breathing shakily, I barely wispered back,

" Yes, it is ! Now leave and don't come back ! "

I told him.

When he left, I sighed in relief and then, I heard something downstairs. I guess Ethan is back !

Oh gosh, how am I gonna face him now ?

I can't be with him without telling him what happened here, it'll kill me !

But I'll be dammed if, he gets mad and leave me !

I dressed up and washed my face and went downstairs. He was taking the stuff out of the bag to store in the drawers.

When I stepped on the last step, he suddenly froze in place and inhaled sharply.

Fuck !

" The home is reeking of a wet dog darling and I know that odor ! "

Ethan said still sniffing.

I gasped in horror and my knees went lump and I sat down on the step. He turned around and glanced at me.

" May be I am a bit wrong there. The ROOM isn't reeking. It's YOU who is reeking of a wet dog and I know who the wet dog is ! "

Ethan said seriously.

I couldn't gather the energy to say even a single word out of my mouth.

My heart would burst if, it won't slow down a bit.

He filled a glass of water and came to me. He was looking at me but I couldn't dare look him in the eye.

He offered the glass to me,

" Here, you must be thirsty. "

Ethan said offering me the glass.

When, I didn't looked up at him, he put a finger under my chin and made me look at him.

" I said, drink the water, you must be thirsty ! "

Ethan said repeating his line firmly.

" I...

I am so sorry Ethan... "

I barely wispered not wanting to lie to him or hide anything from him.

" Why are you sorry for, darling ? "

Ethan asked raising his eyebrows, sarcastically.

Oh god, he's gonna make me say it !

" I... "

I wispered.

" I can't hear you. Talk a bit louder. "

Ethan said wanting me to say out loud.

I looked at him with helpless and teary eyes. He wiped the tears which left my eyes.

" Tell me, darling. What are you sorry for ? "

Ethan asked aging looking straight into eyes accusing me.

" Ethan, don't make me... "

I said feeling ashamed of myself.

" WHAT ARE YOU SORRY FOR ? "

He asked coldly and firmly.

He is gonna make me say it ! There's no way he's gonna let me go without confessing it to him !

" Please forgive me for I...

Slept with your...

Brother "

I said looking down, ashamed.

" While I was gone ? "

Ethan asked.

I didn't looked up at him,

" Yes. "

I wispered.

" Was it CONSENSUAL or did he FORCED himself at you ? Or did he threatened you ? "

Ethan asked making me say the whole truth.

" It...

It was a mistake. "

I wispered.

" Mistake ? "

Ethan said in disbelief.

" It was a moment of heat. I was mad at him and slapped him and punched him and he got mad and he... "

I said and stooped.

" He what ? "

Ethan asked wanting me to confess the whole crime by myself without trying to understand my unsaid words.

" Ethan, don't do this. I beg you ! "

I said pleading.

" He did what, Amber ? "

Ethan asked not showing even a bit mercy at me.

" He...

He kissed me. "

I said looking at the floor.

" And you kissed him back ? "

Ethan asked.

I can't do this anymore. If, he wants to leave me or wants me to leave, I WILL ! But I can't do this anymore.

" If you are mad, tell me directly. If, you want me to leave, I will leave right now; just stop doing this to me ! "

I screamed.

" What have I done ? "

Ethan said trying to sound oblivious.

" Interrogating me and make me feel die of guilt for what I did ! What happened had happened, I can't change it now !

If, you are mad and want to leave me, go ahead I won't stop you or do any drama just...

Stop making me feel more guilty than, I am already feeling for what happened in the moment of heat ! "

I screamed my lungs out at him.

Wiping my tears, I got up to leave when, he grabbed my wrist and pulled me into a hard and urgent kiss !

I was so shocked, I couldn't think of anything in the moment. He ran his hand on my back from my waist to my neck and grabbed it hard and pulled me closer.

I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him back.

He picked me up and took me to his room and fucked me hard !

It was nice. But it was more like, he was taking out his anger on me by fucking me hard !

He bit me hard without his fangs and it hurted as hell.

" Ahh...

You are hurting me, Ethan ! "

I moaned in pain.

He didn't responded and choked me hard, glaring at me. I usually liked him choking me; but he did it so hard, I almost couldn't breathe !

Is he trying to punish me or something ?

I grabbed his wrist on my throat and tried to take it off me; but he is way too stronger than me !

He finally let go of my throat and grabbed my hair and pulled them hard so that, I was forced to arch my back and press against him.

" Ethan...

Aah...

You are hurting me ! "

I said almost crying at the pain it caused me.

He bit my earlobe and wispered to me aggressively,

" You belong to ME ! I am gonna fuck his smell off you and make you smell like me ! I don't care if, it hurts; in the end you are gonna like it ! "

Ethan growled.

He continued fucking me hard without giving a fuck about how hard and bad I was screaming with pain and about how painful it was for me !

I literally was begging the almighty; if he exists that, kill me already rather than, letting me get hurt like this by the person whom I love and who loves me back !

He became someone else in that moment. He was nowhere close to the Ethan I know ! He was like some possessed monster who can't think of anything else but getting Kevin's smell off me !

After a few moments, his rage finally faded off and he calmed down.

He caressed my cheek and leaned down to kiss me. I was hurt and mad at him and so, I turned my face away.

He put his finger under my chin and made me look at him.

He wiped my tears lovingly and slowly leaned in to kiss me as gently as possible and gazed lovingly as he always does.

He slowed down and started making love to me. He started playing with my lips. He pecked on them, sucked on them, ran his tongue over them agonizingly slowly and finally lightly grabbing them between his teeth and pulling them.

I wrapped my arms and legs around him and kissed him back slowly. He kissed my head and forehead and cheeks and ear and chin and lips again.

He ran his hands all over me and while kissing and sucking on my neck, he grabbed my boobs and started playing with them.

I slowly started feeling so good and he made love to me till I orgasmed multiple times and clung to him tightly.

He bit my neck with his fangs and drunk some blood when, he finished inside me. When he was done, he rolled over holding me and getting me on top of him.

We didn't said a single word for a long time. He was caressing my back and kissing my head the whole time. I clung onto him tight and fell asleep as I was way too tired and unable to keep my eyes open.

When I opened my eyes, it was morning and Ethan wasn't in the room. I rub my eyes and he entered the room with soothing smelling cups of hot coffee.

He put the cup on the table beside our bed and sat beside me.

" Good morning, darling. "

He wished.

He kissed my forehead. I tried to get up on the bed but my body was aching bad.

" Ahh... "

I moaned in pain.

I squirmed uncomfortably in pain. His smile faded away watching me hurt and he was feeling guilty.

" I am so sorry, darling for what I did to you last night. I acted as a senseless monster with you ! "

Ethan said feeling guilty.

He helped me get up. I hugged him tight,

" Don't apologize, darling. It's me who should apologize for my behavior. I...

I cheated on you ! I shouldn't have done that. I am extremely sorry. I thought I lost you and that though killed me ! "

I confessed.

He kissed me softly and crushed me on his chest.

" Whatever it was, I shouldn't have acted monstrously with you. I forgot everything and acted like an animal with you. I didn't even cared about how bad it was hurting you. "

Ethan said looking at floor.

" Aren't you mad at me ? "

I wispered.

" What for ? "

Ethan said.

" Ethan ! "

I said getting mad.

He started doing it again !

" I am sorry. I am just messing with you. No, I am not mad. You loved him so much and I don't blame you for anything. I was...

I became insecure and obsessed and felt you'll leave me and so...

I acted like some wild animal and hurt you this bad ! I am so sorry, sugar. Please forgive me. "

Ethan apologized.

I was about to say something but he didn't let me and sealed my lips with his.

" Shhhh. Don't say anything. What's done is done ! No use of talking about it now. What's important is, we are together. None of us left the other. "

Ethan wispered caressing my head lovingly.

" Yes. You are right. I am sorry. I swear, I won't do it ever again to you. Because I'll be dammed if, you did the same thing to me ! "