Emotionless monster

What just happened ? One thing lead to other and boom, Kevin has shut off his emotions !

He wasn't any good with his emotions on; then Kevin without amy emotions...

I would prefer not to imagine that !

Amber is so shocked with his behavior and so am I. I didn't expected him to kill the Lockwoods like that.

Amber is so hurt and broke, she can barely stand. After Kevin left, I picked her up and reached to our hotel. She was still shivering with shock or anger; only god knows !

I offered her some water but she refused.

" Darling, don't act stupid. Have some water. You have cried so much, you are dehydrated. You must drink something. If not water, do you want me to bring some juice for you ? "

I said concerned.

" I am not in the mood of anything right now, Ethan. Please, leave me alone for some time. "

Amber wispered.

" So that, you can cry even more ? Not happening. I am not gonna leave you alone at any cost. "

I said firmly.

" Why ? Won't you betray my trust and break my heart, just like your brother did ? "

Amber said sarcastically.

" I am not my brother and you KNOW that very well, Amber ! "

I said looking into her eyes.

" I thought, I KNEW Kevin and yet he... "

Amber said disappointed.

" You already KNEW he killed your parents and Travis and yet you chose to trust him; I haven't done anything wrong and yet you can't trust ME ? Isn't is unfair ? "

I said feeling very bad.

" Ethan, I...

Let it be. I just wanna sleep. I am feeling very heavy headed. "

Amber said holding her head.

" Lay down. I'll massage it for you and you'll get good sleep. "

I said.

" What did he do ? What do you mean by shutting it off ? "

Amber asked.

I was wondering why haven't she asked I yet.

" He have switched his emotions off ! "

I told her.

" What the hell is that ? "

Amber said not getting it.

" He can't feel anything now. No human emotions at all. Not love, jealousy, compassion, mercy anything at all !

And he has done it so that, he could survive without you with him ! "

I told her the truth.

" What ? "

Amber said shocked.

" Yes. I was afraid of the same thing to happen from the beginning ! I know he haven't loved anyone the way he loved you. And I was afraid, what he'd do if, anything goes wrong between you two.

He already had less mercy and now; without any human emotions ? I don't even want to think about it. "

I said thinking about how many innocent people he will kill only for fun.

" What can I do now ? "

Amber asked panicked.

" As far as I know, nothing ! He needs something hugely emotional to turn his emotions on. And by far, he won't be bothered by anything minute. "

I stated the fact.

" Won't I begging him to forgive me affect him ? Or may be trying to... "

Amber said desperately wanting him to come back again.

" He can't feel compassion or mercy or forgiveness, Amber. He'll think I told you to do it so that, he'll turn it on and you can then leave him. So, it won't work ! "

I told her sadly.

" There MUST be something, Ethan. I can't be the reason for him to turn into a complete monster, who he ISN'T ! "

Amber said scared of what he'd become.

" You can try. But I don't want you to keep any hope of getting success in it; it'll only hurt you. Because he'll need very emotional and close to his heart thing to happen to force him to turn them on ! "

I told her.

" Whatever is the result, I want to try it anyway. I don't want to feel guilty in the future for not at least trying and regretting that if, I had done it then, he wouldn't have been that way ! "

Amber said to herself than to me.

I nodded and took her to Kevin to talk to him.

I didn't wanted to be with them when, they talked but I can't trust him with Amber now ! He is hurt, he won't hurt her; but I can't take any risk.

We found him in a club, he was surrounded by many girls. All touching him and kissing his neck and everywhere.

Only they all had their clothes on or else they were almost in the foreplay !

Amber gasped in shock at the sight.

" We can leave if, you want to. "

I said.

" No. I can't back off now ! "

Amber said determined.

When Kevin grabbed a girl and kissed her lips, Amber couldn't take it.

" Kevin ! "

Amber screamed her lungs out.