huh! fun my ass, who are you?

I have written my diary today also to keep my memories of the event which happen every day in my life and it's really helpful as I can point out my flats from my previous days and try to modify myself like do a thing in a kinda extraordinary way or try to perfect my sword arts which is kinda like a challenge for me and also I keep a preplanned time table for my daily work and set a goal like all the other mcs from other cool light novels do literally I'm just kidding this was how I lived when I lost everything in my previous world it was a lonely place where I was a sour thumb a good for noting alcoholic fool who after-work drinks alcohol then sleeps or uses sleeping pills to sleep Nah forget that shit myself this now my home the future not the past which has already happened as I think those random uneventful dark memories I guess i slept but why can i think in my dreams this is kinda like my previous vision wait where am I? what the heck is this gloomy atmosphere who is controlling this dark fog which is surrounding the entire space.

huh! i can't see anything nor can I feel myself it's like I'm astral body(it's like you separated from your body like your spiritual body is out of your body but don't worry guys it doesn't mean that Mc is dead when he enters his body against he will be functioning normally.) haha hahaha, it's kinda cool for now but if I can't move or feel myself for too long i may freak out and go crazy sh#t.

"don't worry will return to your body so chillax dude," a voice said to me I could hear it but still I couldn't feel any of my senses and for some reason didn't feel any chill or..." dude chili can hear what you're thinking so cool down a little or you'll kinda get f####d up by me and just shut your brains obviously you can't feel anything like your sense and for now you don't have any emotions as they are severed for a while or else you would've pissed in your pants this is a freaking another dimension and your right about the part about the astral body theory which you thought this is a place where not many people may interfere so listen carefully as this is the only place of its kind and you're one of the many players according to your views we call them pawns of the higher exsistance like those bastards who named themselves as the gods and devils and we kinda liberated 20% of those fools who are being used as this exsistances pawns to over throw each other and are used as a plaything if you wanna save yourself then join our side of the war to be precise the gods slayers the beings whose sole goal is to eliminate their exsistance and destroy their f####d up creation and make one of our own zotopia"as i listened i was like wtf did this weird creature say i couldnt procee any shit he just said now what did he even try to say and for some fking reason i have to belive him.

"Hello, I know that you know what I thought right now and how should I believe a single word you said right now even if I do freak what the heck can a puny mortal like me meddle in affairs of these gigantic being who can control our fate without our knowledge of what we are and wtf f is god slayer its kinda lame dude why don't you keep its name like g.s in sort form or you even said devils right so why mot devil hunter which sounds cool according to me yo," I said with a nonchalant expression if i had a face to expressions now I think.

"and getting rid of emotions who the hell created this shit people don't fear any shit here" he/she started to grumble.

"who said I'm grumbling" you're doing it right now and who are you?

"I'm a mighty existence whose goal is to only eliminate devils and gods of this dimension." but still he didn't say his gender as it was of both a man and a female_______" shit you foolish creature I'm a, what am I? I guess a male" what he interrupted my thoughts and thinks that he is a man are you kidding me.

"as a being of this universes primordial existence, I have long forgotten my gender and am now one with the universe" that sounds pretty shady to me if you ask.

"foolish man reply to me later the time of the link is over," that existence said and suddenly everything turned blank and I was back in my room sleeping in my master class bed.

"That was a scary dream if you ask me" was that real or fake I felt pain in my right arm so I cheat it to find a tattoo kinda thing which said 59 number of my previous life so I guess this was really so what do I do its still night and then I fell asleep.

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somewhere in outer space, a female came out of an unknown location and sighed

"nowadays this job is getting annoying why did they have to remove the emotions of those players and because of it I had to do so much hard work shit my favorite novel is gonna get released soon so I had to kick that pest, 'now teleport'," she said and she entered a luxurious room which was so clean and tidy that it looked like a room made for fking someone (idk)

"hah," she said that an fell on a sofa and started to read the novel from her mobile phone which looked like that from a futuristic sci-fi movie as it showed pager in 3d and she flipped each and every page before not too long she completed it she was reading faster than the fastest reader of earth and then she got up and stretched her hands out and said" today's novel chapter was fun and today was the day he was gonna publish the new ultra series right i gotta get that book from the store but first I have to take a shower and you get lost from here narrate about me later"

what me"author"

"Yeah you, I am gonna take shower so get lost" ouch how can my character not let me freaking describe them

"shit get lost" she threw a box at an iron rod through the fourth wall fuck gotta go bye and am not gonna write about this hot-headed girl who can break the fourth wall and thanks for reading the supporter's system.